It tells it all

GOTCHA!!!

2010-09-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

iTunes Podcasts :)

Set her up, but tak jadi :( She knew it along the conversation.

Cut the story short, birthday girl had a 3days radio fame and an iPod Nano from yours truly :D

BLESSED 21st BIRTHDAY, Jie.
Lots of love.

You are my Sister.

2010-07-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

I should have trusted you, I guess our sisterhood have been real rocky and is hard for me to be secure.

I'm hiding this matter from you, is just because I dont want you to be hurt..

Through this whole week of insomnia and not having the appetite to eat, I've put all advices into thoughts.

I trust you

and

I LOVE YOU MORE,

beacuse..

YOU

ARE

SISTER.

( that's my promise to you! )

2010-06-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

As my fingers were going through the keyboards, I’m still not sure what to write. In fact, my feelings and thoughts got me into a really confuse situation right now. :S Got so many things YET not know how to share.. Maybe just one day I will share. I never really intend on keeping my blog on updates.. BUT since I’m BIT of free now, might as well do a little update here and there :( I’ve been doing real well.. Just that the mid-term break is so SUPER SHORT! :) Aww, man!! How I wish I can draw myself back to time..

And coincidentally, my birthday falls on mid-term break EVERY YEAR! But I guess I don’t really feel any ‘special’ this year. Other than the fact I’m having my sweet sixteen this year, nothing around me went really well. Last year’s one was much better! :D maybe I’m growing ~~OLDER~~, yes ~~OLD~~ :) I guess sometimes the time we spend with family on special occasion don’t really MEANT to be special anymore. I had ONE COMPLIMENT birthday cake from TR, but hello? EVERY YEAR I get my favourite cake but not now anymore :) BUT I guess the Korea trip did pay off a little :) What make my birthday a little bit lightening was THE WISH I GOT FROM MY BEST FRIEND and a phone call from the sister. The sister wanted to bring me out and finally after a few planning here and there, we did manage to spend some quality time together :) I’m glad I had the chance to attend NX. And I guess it was pretty GOOD and refreshing :) Been missing church.. But I have to say I really did enjoy the service especially when it comes to Pastor Richard ‘s preaching. He never fails to bring up the humor in HIM :D Hahaha.. I really learn a lot!!

During the quality time the sister and I shared, I felt really comfortable :) I mean.. in a way I can crap all things I want :) Hehe.. BUT just THAT ~~time~~ day, I realize something really different BUT I just can’t express it in words. FINALLY!? IKEA meatballs – something I’ve carved for. And I got it :D thanks for reading my mind ;) Jie was worship leading on that day, and I have to say that I am really PRoUD of her *pat* What got BOTH of US leaving the church with a smile is that PASTOR RICHARD said something before he end the altar call, HE sense that someone’s daddy need to be saved! Looking up on stage, I saw the smile hanging on her face :) It really brighten up my day too.

GOD, I believe the TIME is YOUR TIME! ‘ I got to try out jie’s cookie.. CORN FLAKES!! Hehe, chewyyy. Almost everyone finish the container full of cookie.. luckily I get to swept all of the ‘left-overs’ Hehe :)
As time is going on, and flying real quick. Is time to balik my house already :) Awww, man! Having a real nostalgia feeling thinking to myself when will I see her again? :) On the way back, I pop up a real random sentence.

Me : Jie?

Jie : Yea?

Me : I love you!

Jie : Haha.. love you too

It just came to me suddenly cause’ I was reminded that anything can happen anytime if we don’t take the time to tell the people around how we really feel, we will regret for LIFE! I think saying ‘ I love you ‘ face-to-face is much more sincere :) We end the day with serious talk. And really emotional.. I shared this real short message that really got my heart, “ THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE MAY NOT LOVE YOU LIKE HOW YOU EXPECT THEM TO BE, BUT THAT DOESN’T MEAN THAT THEY DON’T LOVE YOU WITH ALL THEY HAVE! “ I was so afraid I will lose her, as we both wrap each other around our arms, I sob! :’( I couldn’t believe I actually spilled this out, I told her , ‘ PLEASE DON’T LEAVE ME! ‘ My heart dropped.. I hug her more tight.. A moment of silence until jie said , ‘ I wont’t! ‘ ….. As I draw myself away, she said ‘ Trust me! ‘ I hold back my tears… I didn’t know what to say. I was lost for words.. BUT knowing her well enough :) she ended with a ‘ I love you! ‘ GOD wass GOOD =D There’s always a time when I really feel like giving up on this sisterhood but it was GOD who was in the center of our relationship that the bonding never ends. :) Praise GOD!

Will continue to love you no matter how imperfect you are :) hehe. * big hugs*

P/S : Been real obsess with the Polaroid software I got for myself. Is Way so chunnnn.. :D Check this OUT :

:) AWESOME huh?

Even if I....

2010-06-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

STARVE!

Is still worth it :) is for YOU.

And I really can't afford to use even a cent.

Simple!

Because...

I.LOVE.YOU

Looking up.

2010-06-02T14:36:00.000+08:00

How i wish i could go back HOME with my heavenly father now.

A PLACE where no sorrows, no pain ONLY joy and love.

I would love to create a to-do-list with jesus.

Like HIM reading bedtime stories and go lepak-ing in the gardens.

Looking up reminds me of HOME, the place i belong.

GOD, when will you take me HOME?

Because you loved me first ♥

2010-05-13T23:55:00.001+08:00

click picture for enlargement!

That is why i love her la....hahaha!
Thanks for loving me, it cheer me up like gilarrr...

Darkness trembles in THE Light

2010-05-13T23:21:00.001+08:00

Light? hhhmmmm...

Imagine yourself in a dark room, a dark empty room. When the light was switched on, the darkness have no place to hide. Not even the corner of the wall, and the LIGHT is GOD.

THE LIGHT that cleanse our wrong-doings.

THE LIGHT that lives in us.

THE LIGHT that helps us grow out from the satan's hand.

THE LIGHT that light up your path.

THE LIGHT that leads and guides you in darkness.

THE LIGHT that is still when darkness trembles.

I took this during the chariy dinner :) It reminded me of GOD.

Thank you for THE LIGHT. It definitely help me grew..to a better person. Life's been tough, i've hid myself in darkness, but what i did was cause' i face myself at the corner of the wall.. and not see the light tha shines. GOD help me to get out if this. I'm really tired of letting everything controlling me. I need your STRENGTH to overcome. I want to GROW to be who you want me to be, who they want me to be!

I need YOU!

LOVE YORSELF!

God reminded me..it was just wonderful

High and LOW

2010-05-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

Friday, the IB organize a small charity in school along with the theme : " That 70's dinner ". Was being called to be on duty for backstage :) So for now,let the pictures do the talking :) Picture courtesy to Mr. Daniel Pang with his LUXURY LENS :)

Meet YiPing :)

Rocking the dance floor :)

Getting ready for group shoot for the CREW.

The CREW behind you.

Andrew stole the spotlight >(

Meet this nice girl - Huey Jen

My Beloved Senior - Jasmine

Meet Ee Vein :)

'They' all pushed me up the stage and all eyes were on me,

so i brought out he entertainer in me! I can't believe i went sliding on stage. *hide*

Don't ask! =.=

This is how it the crowd went :)

After such long day and night, i couldnt stayback to do the spring since s almost midnight, and cinderella needs he rest too after all these. When got back, the need for rest seems to be in thin air as I got daddy’s phone for alarm clack the next day. Thank GOD for the opportunity to catch up with the panda princess – NG SOPHIE. Had a great and crazy over-the-phone night. We ended our conversation in a really erm… funny way. Hahahaha. Love you, dear! 

After all I’ve been through, yet YOU’re not there to judge me or bring me down like
how the world did. And I thank YOU for that. GOD YOU ARE JUST AWESOMEEE.

Signing off,
GOD BLESS!

Please..

2010-04-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

GOD,

I'm really tired!

~~take me PLEASE. I wish i can finish it off by my own, i try..~~

~~but i was too scare. i want to see YOU! I love you GOD,~~

~~i really do but i don't see the need of living in this life.~~

Thirst for MORE.

2010-04-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

Both parents won a free camera :) TWO cameras with same design and same brand, to be exact. But am blessed with ONE. 12.1 Megapixels. Not bad huh, ISO speed up to 3200? Not much function, BUT is horrible to have to carry up spare batteries in case the other two bateries die off :( sob!

I took my first shot with it, and i was quite impressed wth my outcome :) *check it out* NO EDIT AT ALL, except the watermarks only. I came out with a theme for it - thrist for MORE. It speak out spiritually!

Why thirst for MORE?

A cup that is empty and waiting to be fill up. Our life is just like that empty cup, time to time we need to be fill up when we are thirsty. Are you thristy for MORE? Mummy says drink more water is good.. we ever listen? GOD wants to fil us up all the time whether or not you are filling thristy. Whether or not we allow him too.. When we are thristy we just ask for water, and it is being served to you. And it goes the same waith GOD, when we are thirsty.. he will just fill us up regardless how big or small our cup is.

So are you thirsty?

I thirst for MORE..

To be filled with the holy presence.
To experience GOD even at the darkest time of my life
Faith.
Wisdom. To speak with GREAT WISDOM !
Experience in growing alongside with GOD.
Love.

*God bless*

nicoleW

A Walk To Remember

2010-03-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

Probably MOST of us have heard about this, similarly to what i've recieved. An encouragement by my ENGLISH TEACHER - Ms. Celeste Lim Pui Li. She tagged me on this praticular note at facebook, my heart felt like crying as i read through the whole article words by words, sentence by sentence. A smile will just light up after reading it :)
Here is what i've received :

" I wrote this for my church magazine couple years back, just happen to come across it and thought it might encourage you some^^

A Walk to Remember
I was walking on the beach alone, only dimly wondering why I was here. But come to think of it, it’s been a long time since I’ve had a chance to be so close to nature. Barefooted, I could feel the wet sand seep in between my toes as the waves washed over my feet every once in awhile.

A little further up the coast, I spotted two figures walking side by side in the sunset, hand in hand – a grown up and a child.

As I gradually approached them, I noticed it was a man and a boy. I did not recognize the man, but the boy seemed awfully familiar somehow. I was absolutely certain I knew him from somewhere, but at that point, I couldn’t seem to place a finger on where…

The boy was talking to the man, and by this time, I was close enough to hear their conversation. I froze at the first sentence the boy uttered.

“Jesus, why are you walking with me today?”

Jesus? Was this Jesus Christ who was walking with this boy? Could it be?
I wanted to ask, but somehow, I could not seem to speak, and the pair continued on as if I wasn’t there.

“But I have always walked with you,” replied the man called Jesus.

A bright smile lit up the boy’s face instantly, as if he had been offered the most special candy in the world.

“Are you going to walk with me, everyday?” he asked eagerly.

" If you want me to, I always will.”

The boy nodded, and skipped lightly as they continued making their way down the beach. For awhile neither spoke, simply enjoying the other’s company.

Suddenly, the young lad must’ve seen something, for he had let go of Jesus’ hand and ran. He turned back after several steps ahead, and beckoned for Jesus to come.

Jesus nodded.

The child beckoned again impatiently, “Come on Jesus, hurry up!” And with that, he continued to caper forward, gradually leaving Jesus behind.

“Slow down, my child!” Jesus called as he continued after the boy, but not increasing his pace.

The boy continued to run, and eventually, I lost sight of him. Jesus made his way steadily forward, not hurrying much, and I distinctly had the feeling that we would catch up with the boy soon.

Sure enough, a little further down the beach we found the young lad. He was lying on his stomach on the sand, and as I approached him, I realized he was crying.

Jesus went up to him and kneeled down at his side. “My child,” he said, laying a hand on his back. “Why are you crying?”

“Th… there was a… rock… I tripped and fell…” wept the boy in between sobs. “Why were you not here with me…? Why did you not catch me when I fall? You said you would walk with me, and yet you were not by my side…”

“My precious boy,” said Jesus gently as he lifted the child onto his lap. “Were you not the one who left me behind?”

The boy looked down, and was silent.

“Will you still walk with me?” asked Jesus. The boy nodded immediately, and Jesus continued. “Will you wait for me, so I can keep you from harm?”

“Yes…” the boy said in a small voice. Jesus smiled and stood up, holding out his hand to the child once more.

The boy took it happily, and they walked on. Presently, the boy stopped and pointed at something beside him. “Look Jesus, a crab!” he exclaimed in glee, and bent down to touch it.

“Son, do not touch the creature,” said Jesus immediately. “It will hurt you.”

“No it won’t,” said the boy fearlessly. But the moment his fingers touched the crab, it reared up its sharp pinchers and clamped them tightly onto the boy’s fingers.

Screaming in pain, the boy jerked the crab off and fell backwards into the sand, sobbing. Jesus bent down beside him once more, and took the boy’s injured hand gently into his.

“Jesus…” wept the little boy. “Why didn’t you save me…? I walked slowly, I waited for you, and you were right beside me… why did you let it harm me? Don’t you love me anymore?”

“My dear son…” said Jesus slowly. “I was right beside you, why did you not heed my words…?”

And then in shock, I saw the heartbroken tears in His beautiful eyes.

~*~*~*~

After thoughts:

Living in this busy society and hectic modern lifestyle, I believe that a lot of the time we tend to get too much ahead of ourselves, and also of God.

We feel that God is too slow, and Jesus just can’t seem to keep up with our footsteps anymore. Some would even say, “In those days when Jesus lived, it was easy, nothing needs to be quick, nothing needs to be rushed, and you do not necessarily get left behind if you don’t run. But in this world now, it’s a constant race, a marathon, beginning right from the minute you are born.”

It seems, that now God never answers our prayers fast enough, never hears our calls soon enough, and never solves our problems as promptly as we would have liked.

Yes, we believe in God and we love Him, we even have the faith to believe that He is able to help us solve our problems. But do we have the patience?

How many times have we said to ourselves and to God, “Ah, I cannot wait any longer!” Or “I have no more time; I will have to decide this on my own.” Or even, “If I don’t do this now, it will be too late!”

But we do not realize how wrong we are. We are letting ourselves forget who our Almighty Father is. How is it possible that our perfect Father is not able to keep up with us?

Deep down, I believe all Christians know what the truth is –He is never behind us, He is always ahead of us. It is just that we refuse to listen to Him, and do things in His timing.

God’s timing is always perfect, but somehow, like impatient children, we always want to run ahead, leaving God behind. Then, when we trip and fall, we turn to look back, and more often than not, start blaming God for not being there for us. We behave like children, kicking and crying in the sand, refusing to get up until He catches up with us and picks us up again. Never have we actually stopped to think that it had been us who had deserted Him and left Him behind.

Similarly, if we decide not to listen to our Father, how is it that we are able to blame Him when we get hurt because of our own sins?

Being given free will by our loving Father, we would always have the choice to either obey or disregard His words. But when we do stray from Him and fall, we then lose the right to blame our Father for what we have gotten ourselves into; lose the right to also question His love for us. For His love has never changed, it is we who do not love Him enough to obey His words.

Even so, because of His merciful love, we can always smile, knowing that the door would always be open for us if we happen to stray away. As long as we sincerely repent, and are willing to take His outstretched hand again, we can always be at peace knowing that our Father would always go all the way to bring His children home.

Just because on the cross, He has already forgiven.

(Inspired by Mary Stevenson’s Footprints in the Sand)

Amen :)

God Bless.

Nicole wong

Jesus hold me NOW.

2010-01-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

JESUS hold me now

I need to feel YOU in this place

To know YOU're by my side

And hear YOUR voice tonight.

JESUS hold me now

I long for YOUR embrace

I'm beat and broken down

I can't find my way out

( Casting crown-JESUS,hold me now. Until the whole world hears )

My beloved One.

2010-01-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

BLESSED 14th BIRTHDAY!

My Pin-Pin..

He got the excuse of not wanting to go school, so i decided to text him.

" Blessed Birthday, my beloved Pin Pin. May the LORd bless you tremendeously this year, and praying that you will draw near to HIM :) Jie will always be here for you. Love you very very much. May my prayers always be with you and reminds of us about GOD's love for YOU. *hold your face and kiss your whole face* see you after school. "

You will always be the one and only NICOLE WONG BOH YIE's LITTLE brother that i dearly love :) Better be a good boy alright? and listen to mummy.. i know at times i am being such a little kid i'm sorry for being so annoying at times. But just so you know that you mean alot to me. More than you can imagine.. Have a blast this year. and jie promise that i wil do my best to change! I LOVE YOU,pin pin. I am grateful of having you as my brother..

Since is HIS birthday i got him McD. someomre drivr-thru somemore it cost my 1wk + 2 days allowance. >P

JIE LOVES YOU to bits!

A day to cherish :)

2010-01-17T13:34:00.000+08:00

I haven't been starting much on my school.. Well, a 5A's result got me into sub science physic. The night before i was praying hard for an answer..and i was reminder- A SHEEP KNOWS HIS MASTER'S VOICE WELL. Yup, 4 Galileo will be where i start and end my high school year :) Not many i know out of that 29students. The not-so-good thing of all is that, 5 girls in class. And the guys rule the CLASS.. *sigh* Well,but i am glad of where i am placed. Pure science was in valid for me, but nah..follow the path! :) Now all settle up in class and coping hard with subjects cause' MOST of the teacher we got are driving us all up the wall.. is either they SINGS lullabay or they read through the SCRIPTS. Ah well, wha's best is YOU yourself put your head into it :)

There's a sort of excitement in me on the first day of school, but i didnt bring it along in school cause' i am still enjoying me not touching any books..but excitement after school :) MAE coming to lepak at my house later that afternoon. =D I was eagerly waiting for the school to end..

She's been wanting to come to our house since she came back,.. to hear me play the violin ONLY. Haha..Was waiting for her arrival getting ready and doing my reak best to not look excited :P

Mae : " Eh what are you doing?"

Me : " No ah,i sms-ing cheah. "

Haha, Judging pin's playing.

Listening attentively to mummy's nagging.

Jie,i PITY you!

LOve!

We actually wanted to do NICOLE WONG BOH YIE's SCARY FACE but she fail like..look..it looks more like MABEL WONG YIH PING's CONSTIPATED look. Such disgrace to my scare look la..

But we did had fun.. Haha.. She was amazed with the CAR :D

We end the night we great big hug.. Sadly, there's less than a month that i can spend with her. She's going back there.. I LOVE YOU LOTS!

Out the PAST and in come the FUTURE!

2010-01-17T13:04:00.000+08:00

2009 have been a year that i MUST say a year that i grow stronger and MORE. Spiritually and "physically" =P

i don't remember much what happpened last year. BUT let's go for the bad news first.. ( those remember )

1. MABEL WONG YIH PING dumped me :( She went baa baa land.
2. PMR!
3. Emotions :(
4. Kor and Kat.
5. Parents.. as usual!

There's more about it la..haha. Just don't remember anything :S

Happy news..

1. Blessings from GOD. All parts of my life..
2. Kor and Kat.
3. YOUTH camp!
4. Wei chin =D looking forward for more arguement! :S hahaha.
5. Mabel's farewell a success!!
6. Europe trip..

Aiya,there's just SO SO SO many things on. all praise to god of course..

Awesome poeple that inspired me.

Praying that as we welcome this NEW YEAR with arms wide open, GOD will challenge us to get out of our comfort zone and to be the LIGHT of his name. I am truly blessed with EVERY word and EVERY action you guys have ever done for me.

GOd bless!

p/s : More pictures to COME :D

Is it my emotions that speak of otherwise? Or is it you alone?

2010-01-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

I really don't know how to guard my heart at times.

I even wonder why i LOVE you darn that much.

I admit on my emotions that is controlling me.
But all I ask is just a little from you- attention and LOVE! That's all. How hard can it be?
Sigh.. shouldn' have took up the guts to actually send you a random sms, which the reply was unexpectedly bad! i'm not making things big fuss here, just want you to understand. Want you GUYS to understand.
i cried after that night..holding on to it until i couldn't hold it NO LONGER. Sigh.. you're someone that close to my heart. I talk to you,stll no ears unheard. :| But i still learn to love you MORE than ever..
eiJ, i'm really disappointed! But i can no do anything..just stand here and wait for you to have your eye on me.
Be that way you want to be, i can't change how bitter i feel. I just realise is YOU GUYS not my emotions that is driving me,though partly. BUT anyhow and then..I'm lost for words towards everything you've done or NOT done.

So many to put it in words..goodbye' for NOW!

Christmas wishlist

2009-12-05T00:26:00.003+08:00

Since christmas is like "around" the corner and is time to stretch out my brain ( and wallet ) to get people gifts. Right giving for right person. And yes, shall start on my list SOON. Haha.

Now start with my wishlist :) haha. Is not a MUST i must get it la.. is a WISHlist and most of the time your wish hardly comes to reality so.. You get what i mean! :)
Here it comes. you READY?

1. A new phone. ( prefarable Sony ericsson :P i dont mind AP. )
2. Desktop. Laptop. Notebook. ( whatever you name it. JUST GET ME ONE!! )
3. Dslr! ( daddy and I are carving for nice one. )
4. HSM merchandise ( Haha.. i'll show you all the merchandise i have next time. But if u have no idea what it stand for, - High School Musical - :D yes! i would me so so happy for it. Lst year, i got a calander, file, photo album respectively from Mabel, Wei Chin and Cheah and Kat. )
5. Chocolates!! ( They just make me happy )
6. Thumbdrive ( kingston would be GREAT )
7. Accesories. ( Not ear rings! )
8. Shrit4Real T-shirts ( They would do well too )
9. Clothings ( Anything that you think it will match me. )
10. Cookies ( Famous Amos or Famous CHIN :P )
11. Portable dvd player ( Hahaha. )
12. Hotlink credit ( Any amount above RM 10! hhahahah. )
13. If you cant think of anything to get me. Just give me MONEY :) i'll get something for myself.
14. A shopping spree and a movie date together! ( Girls only OR a gang together. Cause if im out wit a guy alone my parents will think somewhere else. )
15. Hillsong United's ALBUM ( Any christian music's album )
16. A trip to somewhere :)
17. A HAIRCUT!! ( Yes,i need it cause this one is too hideous!! it starts flaring out :( dont start me with my complains. :P )
18. A pale of TVB hong kong series' DVD. Hahaha
19. An Adrobe software! ( Yes,i need one..)
20. Taylor Lautner ( Yes, Give me HIM!! )

MOST of all, anything you give. I also will cherish it well :) So thank YOU ahead first la, so you know what to do next la. *wink wink*

ONE THING

2009-11-09T22:56:00.003+08:00

is you GOD.

All of your promises wont let go of me! :)

One thing
One thing I desire
One thing I seek
To gaze upon Your beauty
Your majesty

In the day of trouble
You cover me
In the secret place of refuge
Lord I will sing

So I pray to You
So I pray to You

Lord Your Name is higher than the heavens
Lord Your Name is higher than all created things
Higher than hope
Higher than dreams
The Name of the Lord

All I want is You
All I want is You
Jesus

ON saturday, altar call by seeking god for ME. BUT through those problems and struggles i am glad that i could find ONE more desire as a path for my relationship with god.
Voices was EVERYWHERE i cant hear and search for him. But then i stood still right there,both arms wide to worship him.

GOD is AWESOME!

Phuket,here i am.

2009-10-28T21:40:00.003+08:00

Finally, i got a holiday break after my PMR. Sadly,yes!! I have to get my butt out of the bed by 2am.. :\ YES! 2am.. so what's the point of sleeping :O
I'm not feeling as good as it is at this time.felt as though my stomach is going to explode. :( I need to rest anytime soon.

Hopefully i can get pictures on my bloggie when i'm back :)
PHUKET,i'm here to rob you.

Those who are getting one year OLDER.

2009-10-25T23:28:00.009+08:00

25-october-2009

CLARYN-the great :) Blessed 21st birthday. *hugss* Torres did gave you a great birthday present,huh? :D I know you love your facebook profile picture. The badge and everything!

Hansel Wong :) But he was also known as "hasel ; hazel" too.. Thanks hansel for those real crazy signal we got there..sadly,i forgot all of them :( BUT anyways, you're OLD already. so be a good boy ;p haha.. u're a great MAN,but i believe you can do better for god's kingdom. ALL the best.
This picture was from his facebook :) ( facebook is full of EVERYTHING. )

26-October-2009

My princess :] You're 21st already. I called you. Smsed. Facebooked. NOw,blogging. Got you a card and a little gift. Count on this blessing..but i guess is not enough for what u had blessed me in my life. Knowing you is one of the best choice i ever made in my life. 3 words - I love you <3>

*knock knock*

"A package for Ms.NG SOPHIE."

*ding dong*T

hen you came walking out of the door,then all you saw was a BIG BOX outside the gate. Then you walk out of the gate and start kincking the box ( so rough la you.. -shake head- ) Then u c...an't seem to carry it in your house coz u too skinny NO energy. Then u drag it in instead.. You was too curious of what it is inside so u opened up outsidee your house..

And here's your 21st BIRTHDAY present is..... ME :D

I can't express how much you mean to me in words, but i can thank god for such wonderful blessing you've been to me, my precious old lady :P haha.. :X oppss!

Thanks for all those memories you have left with me and i promise it will be cherished till the last beat of my heart. Thanks for loving me so much.

Your "affection" truly brought our friendship up to a level. I... I.... I LOVE YOU lots.thank you,sophie. GodblessYou.

*hugss and muax muax*

♥ PRINCESS PANDA :P

Thank you GOD for everything. Keep rocking sophie :)

*cheers*

Blessed 21st birthday, ELVIN SO. :D You're one crazy guy i've ever met. From a daddy coach to someone that is truly a leader ( fierce and scary :"O ) BUT awesome coach. All those crazy moments are well cherished :) HAve a blast. And don't be naughty i tell you! >P

*i don't mean to stalk you!*

Understanding-family relationship.

2009-10-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

You don't choose your family.

They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.

~Desmond Tutu

Amen to that! Youth service was lead by crystal today :) a really nice young lady.. What a blessing, and the "preaching" was timely. As i grow up, i guess we just get rebellious day by day. Difference within the generation gap and intention. Is something that i didn't learn today in fact is something that is being implant in me is just whether or not i realise it. I cannot say that parents are perfect coz they are also human being and human beings make mistakes all the time.

To first love, u have to start in your family. To first forgive others, forgive your family. I was totally breaking during altar call. Grudges that i have hold on for a long time, is causing a real impact in me.

Before service,i was with my bestie. *Thank you,cheryl for letting me to cry on your shoulder.* I didn't manage to cry it all out.. coz' i was feeling weary and tired for being such lousy testimony at home. I'm not going any where whatsoever. I just don't know what to do. sigh :(

But service was GREAT. I'm no sure how many people respond towards altar call, but difinitely the youth are responding :) Amen to that too.

I'm "trying" to make things better, but i believe my "trying" will be more than what i expected. With god's EVERYTHING, is possible.

My Inbox made me tear.

2009-10-23T23:21:00.002+08:00

Since PMR,i haven't got the time to delete all unwanted sms in my phone. It is causing a HUGE flood :O So then, after sms-ing my bestie and Erin. I decided to start WORKING :) I spent most of the time reading those sms-es instead of deleting them and i hardly delete sweet and awesome sms from my WONDERFUL jie-jieS :) and *ahem* someone else.. As i go through the sms-es i teared. I was feeling nostalgic.. It leads to lots of complicating emotions. It brought me back to the time *flash back* I miss those memories. I miss those people. Some far away, some GONE, some seems to be no where : *sigh*

And NOPE,i didn't continue my WORK. I cannot bare myself to not fet affected by it so then i stopped to continue for NEXT..... *deng deng deng-thriller* haha.

*****************

BLESSED BIRTHDAY to felicia chin. Someone i never met before,but i've been counting down since last week :P She's from Mediacorp. A singapore artiste. awesome!!

All the best in everything,felicia.

God bless.. :)

The Day I met Tom Cruise

2009-10-21T21:10:00.005+08:00

Him <3

I am not some kind of computer pro or witz. I did not do those fancy ( cheating ) edit :) Trust me..Serious!! I met him at...

MADAME TUSSAUDE

The wax musuem

Haha.. There's lots of celebrities there but then this picture is MORE like it.

Love

Pedro's place

2009-10-20T22:30:00.024+08:00

1st stop of posing food on blog :) My dad and I did discuss of having our own family blog, but i was bit lazy of setting up another. So i decided to have it tumpang on mine.

Since monday was a school holiday, through the "pipe man" ( the man who came and fix my house's pipe. ) recommendation we decided to give it a shot to this newly open restaurant at Desa Sri Hartamas- Pedro's place. Is a mexician + spanish dine in :) Since the trip, my parents and brother miss the valenciano very much. So here we are!!

the "Menu"

Starters : Nacho's with Tomato sauce ( Mexico style )

Starters No.2 : Toast bread with Vinegar and olive oil

Main course : Prawn on mushroom

Main course : Paello

Main Course : Fajitas's dressing

Main course : Fajitas's dish

Main course : Fajitas's "wrapper"

My brother having a munch :D

Desert : Brownies and chocolate ice cream
The brownies wasn't up to our expectation, it tasted bit awful.

Desert : Key Lime Pie

Mainly,lime is the KEY for the desert. The ice cream too flavoured lime :)

Thank god for my parents who carved desert ( good ) wherever we go makan

The LOVE bugs.
Out of fun :)

Their body posture tells you who's the BOSS :O

The BIG man will do the paying :)

Overall was GOOD. The price was reasonable and the environment is dim and queit. *thumbs up* A not-bad service, maybe cause we went there late for dinner and we were the ONLY-ONE. Worth going back for others on the menu.

Average rate : 8/10

Post PMR party @ chi.

2009-10-19T23:16:00.014+08:00

In the conjunction of PMR, i haven't been touching my blog about what few months? I'm not sure anyways,I AM BACK :D

Well, i'm not gonna talk much about PMR ( 1st! ). Just want to leave it aside,don't worry will post it up soon. hehe. Someone wanted me to update my blog,so i update lor,thanks to HIM >p

But..not about what's life after PMR, i was overwhelmed by the fellowship within the chi-ans :) you guys are awesome! keep that up and love each other more ya :)

So we have ourself a party on saturday and all CHI ( most of them ) attended the party which we wrapped it up by 9something at night.

Of course, our pro-photographers never wanted to miss the chance of taking pictures. So i took the opportunity to "sabotage" michelle's durian. Of course,all credits go to her durian :D

So *drum roll* Here I present you PICTURES by Darren and Michelle..'s dslr :P

His

Shell and her smile :)

Crazy chi-ans :)

:O shermaine the christmas tree and shell

*snap*

I pity her eyes la :(

The MAFIA gang

For the OCTOBER's babies.

Praying :)

The new-wed cutting their cake ;P

i did not pose for it, someone caught me off guard.

FOOD :O

All laughs :D

The portion of cake that was left.

Her's

All laughters ;)

A half candid picture.

All teeth :B

Flash Nicole. >

*snap*

Credits to Shell-the great :)

The whacker and cina ah pek!

Crazy sisters!

The Technology gang.

Shermaine-the christmas tree-'s slippers :)

They went Ku-ku! :O

Is been a bloody night....

The rocker >P

We surely did enjoy such memorable moments together :] More to come,guys. Hang on!!

Love,
nicoleW

Dane cook..you have gone too far!

2009-09-09T23:40:00.005+08:00

I was youtube-ing Vanessa Hudgens. ( I was obsessed with her :O ) I found a clip about Teens Choice Awards 2009. This guy, Dane cook..was OVER. Did i say over? yes..in a way of having Vanessa's name be drain down :S Youtube the clip if you have to.

Dane : Girl ( referring to V ) ,you need to put your clothes ON.

At first,V ( and I too! ) thought he will just about to talk things that relates with zac and all..but i guess we don't realise that Dane is drunk! ( i think so. ) The way he have to bring the case up to the table,in all the audience ( kids. ) ..shameful! Well, yes, V is not right of taking naked pivture of herself..well,she was VERY naive! and that picture was taken like what few years back? It was for DRAKE BELL. Duh?? Erhg! whatever la..just got way piss at the way he have to bring up such OLD case..shut your mouth,dane!

3 piglets.

2009-08-27T23:38:00.003+08:00

Jeremy

Laine

Yes we did study! (: Oh,I vandelised on the table. Forgive me for that :P but we did manage to clean the table.. We had a good bonding. Thank god. To laine and jeremy.. My buds! Yes,kerby you too :D

love

Testimony for Mission Impact

2009-08-12T17:25:00.003+08:00

I look really FUNNY in it. haha. had a good laugh. I can hardly see my eye :O i look silly, but am glad i had fun.

LOVE.

No title.

2009-08-03T23:03:00.003+08:00

Right now at this time.. not really having the mood of thinking about any title. Been thinking about what to post on my blog. But couldn't do so...see, PMR is like in 2months time BUT there's just so many things i want to talk about. Lots of things needed to be orted out wellat this moment.Using my daddy's laptop.

Daddy bought me a 4GB memory card for my birthday... ( after so long.ish!! :\ anyways,appreciate well )

I am doing fine but not that fine. If those who know me well will get what i said. Esp. for jon yee and cheryl :) Recently,im learning how to love. Yes!! Not that type..but people around me. Like some people that i have left out..and those who are close to my heart, and those who are yet be in my heart but like far far away from me! I have no time for it and i dont want to give any excuses for not doing so. i want to! and i know i must! Just need to make time..as well.
What i am afraid of is that i'll get really emo and fustrated when they don't reply me.Ish!! Or late reply..like real late. i have to get use to their LIFESTYLE.. :S i will "TRY'. ( fine me, punish me!! )

Been strugling lately with my thoughts. I had this undescribe-table feelings glowing inside of me.Yup, GLOWS!! I cannot take my mind of it.. There's never a day i never think about it. Why do you have to act dumb?? Just talking!! Why are you such a chicken? Can't you reply? I want to talk that's all. Argh!! I DISLIKE you..

I talked my dad to let me go youth next saturday. Which is fall on the 15 August. ;) My love's special day. What can i do for jie?

People i have been missing :
* Mabel
* Wei Chin
* Sophie
* Cheryl Tan
* Jon Yee
* Darren Here
* Them.
* CALVARY YOUTH-s
* HIM!

I WANT TO MEET MY FATHER IN HEAVEN!! CAN I GO?

love u,bloggie.

P/s : SOMEONE tag me!!

MY BEST FRIEND.

2009-07-11T20:28:00.002+08:00

Been wanting to blog about her. Someone that never fails to be there for me.
I never believe that we will be best friend. She's the one i need and i'll be the one she needs. If either one of us need a sholuder to cry on, we will be there for each other..no matter what. And deeply, we know that we cant live without each other!
And she is very important to me..and my 1st childhood best friend. I never have a childhood best friend until she came into my life. We knew each other in missionettes BUT we are not that close. We hardly talk to each other. I was a missionettes when i was a 9. So i consider her as a childhood friend :D Till last year, i knew her MORE! and we are like BFF.. i love her!!

Dear cheryl, thanks for being my really good friend. I finally able to experience what we call

-true friend. Thank u! (": You know i got alot to tell you.. but i'll put it short.

I LOVE YOU!

You will always be my dear friend and best friend. no one can ever replace you! thank u..

love, nicole!

Mission impact

2009-07-07T09:06:00.004+08:00

Yes, is launched (: We also have a blog about MISSION IMPACT. Chech this out: http://missionimpactcy.wordpress.com/ You can post a testimony about your story or anything. Login and just post. Hoping god will make a difference in each and everyone's lives.

CALVARY YOUTH! be serious about this :) We cannot be comfortable and satisfy with our walk with god. Is time for us to get out of our butt and IMPACT this generation, who are waiting to be saved. We as one are a body of god and we can never be selfish to have only experience god's love ourself. LET'S SHARE CHRIST. It might not be as easy as learning ABC, but if you put effort in it i can guarantee you will bear fruits, nice and sweet fruits. Our GOD is a faithful and righteous god and be patient and wait. And remember whatever you are doing right now is ALL FOR GOD. Give your best and GOD will do the rest. RELY on him..you really have to. We cannot accomplish things by ourself BUT for the ONE who lives in us that makes everything happen. Calvary youth, know that we are one and we will always be there for each other. and remember
IMPACT THIS GENERATION!! random act of kindness :D

GOD BLESS ALL.

Transformer with my love ones.

2009-07-04T21:50:00.010+08:00

We got FREE tickets.. So my bro, and heidi and harvey (cousins) went to pavillion. Our parents drop us there and they went shopping ;) FREE popcorn and water. Megan foxx was hot i tell you. haha. The movie's story line is not as good as i have expected. It was ok. Action GREAT. AWESOME!! At the same time,it was bit messy. Overall it was GREAT. I laugh so hard when it comes to funny funny scene. It was great la! Glad that i am able to watch.. Then we had lunch at Emperor Q. Food was nice :D great fellowship within my family and my aunty, uncle and cousins. Total 8 of us. We had a great laugh and our laughter was so loud, and it seems like the restaurant is getting a earthquake. haha. But...received a "bad news". They all ( cousins and parents ) planning or going to migrate to australia.sigh. They were my both closest cousins ever. :( Last time me and heidi when we was young we use to fight whenever we see each other. Since we both same age..but im older than her 1 month and few days (: Then, our parents got worried and fear that when we grow up we'll be like talking back and fight..BUT,they were all wrong. Heidi and I is like sticked to each other..we talk about everything! we laugh. we talk. we joke. EVERYTHING. And she is like my little sister..we have really big difference in life. I'm going to miss her and her brother. *sob*

* there's more picture. will upload soon.

TRIALS IS AROUND THE CORNER. 14-17 JULY..

Scare la.. so many things i need to buck up! god help me. I only studied geo form 1 and it took me one week. Now only at sej form 1 bab 5. I'm so dead meat!! sigh.. Praying real hard for it. God will pull this off well..and i know i can count on him. but of course i need to put effort in it.

Nicole Wong is missing someone..

2009-06-23T09:09:00.002+08:00

I thought you cannot online wan..but why?? o.O
I'm in school la. Computer class now. BTW,my school is now doing a checkup on H1N1.

Missing someone..
Friends come and go. Is a part of growing. But letting someone like really really close to you go, is darn tough. Trying to catch my tears back and not letting it flow right down. Hoping the friend is doing well there. Hoping the friend will at least nudge you or something with a message. Missing her but afraid... Confusing and anger yet missing. Complicating la! But it secure my friendship upon this friend. Dear friend of mine. On a Sunday morning, woke up to get ready for service. Jerking up and checking my phone first.."NO MESSAGE" filled my day. Counting the time and thinking that,' hhmmm..yea, she probably arrived already.' Celebrate father's day as usual but my heart is till towards her worrying about her there. She must be doing well there. ALL my regards and wishes will be with you throughout your journey. Ok,5 months is LONG ok? When i tell her how sad i will be, she will be like 5 months only la..I'll be back ma. HELLO?? is long la wei.. Nevermind. Everything about her is cherished in my heart (: At the airport, i saw... BELLE, EMMY, DARREN H, BRIAN S, JAN, SARAH, BEN T, KARL, RUTH, KEANA, MELISSA, DANIEL T.. ( is there anyone i miss out? ) We took pictures..and with the camera men, they look like papparazi and she's the BIG STAR. We will just walk and surround her until she reached the immigration counter. I'm still holding on my tears..last hug for everyone.. and belle comfort me knowing that my tears just flows out. She would be crying too,but she never wanted it to cry. *thanks belle* My gosh..i need to stop if not i'll be tearing in front of anyone.
Last word to my friend.

Hey jie, MISSING you.

Study hard ok? ( i cant believe i say this. ) I will also study hard here..Then when you're back end of the year we can have FUN. haha.. and probably go exercise. hahaha. GOD BLESS

*hugss*

love,nicole.

A last stop for me till PMR.

2009-06-19T21:24:00.002+08:00

ok, see.. i was banned for using the computer till you know "PMR" .. Maybe i can drop by when im in school ( hopefully ) Sigh.. my mid term exam's result..well,is BAD. So my parents have to banned me.. and i might not be able to attend church often. Sigh.. But i guess that i know this is what GOD plan for me (: before i have to leave my blog for like months..definitely it will be rusty and dusty by the time im back. * forgive me * Might not be able to update often, but if you guys want talk. Just SMS me. Ok.. Tomorrow mabel will be leaving to NZ at night. sigh.. Ok,i will not cry now but i cant guarantee tonight i wont or tomorrow.. But i really going to miss her. AIRPORT is where im going tomorrow.. 5 months time,we'll meet again! (: *hugs*

Today i started violin class. NEW teacher NEW environment. really scary :S

and lastly, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! (:

I'm really going to study hard. So GOD will be proud and i will make him proud..
Too, i will make____ pround of me.
* my parents
* wei chin
* cheah
* kat
* my sifu
* cheryl tan
* sophie
* mabel
* darren.
and most of all.
* NICOLE WONG BOH YIE.

(: Trials is around the corner, 13 - 17 JULY. Keep me in prayers. Missing my bloggie alot.
Take care,mabel.

Tagged by cheryl tan

2009-06-16T09:18:00.006+08:00

1 . What have you been doing recently?
Nothing much since school just started.

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
Seldom. My phone is on 24/7.

3 . What happened at 10am today?
I was having PE.

4 . When did you last cry?
On thurday i think.

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
Don't think so.

6 . What do you want in life now?
I just want to be in heaven with GOD.

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
I'll be in indoor by then.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed?
On bed? Writing my diary and sms-ing. Or maybe crying o.O

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
DIADORA

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
Sms from MABEL, WEI CHIN, SOPHIE, CHEAH, KAT and CHERYL.

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Maybe.

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Now? not at all.

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
Cinema? Night at the museum 2. Computer? High School Musical 3.

14 . What are you proud of ?
For who i am as a child of GOD.

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
*happie cny* Is from wei chin.

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
With everything- hillsong united

17 . Do you have any nicknames?
Boh boh, Ah boh, Nic, lots more.

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
nicole wong boh yie!! Is from katrina

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
23.46pm

20 . Are you currently happy?
Sadly, NO.

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
mabel, wei chin, sophie, cheah, kat, cheryl, jon and darren.

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Eww. that will be disgusting. But, nahh. i don't really like cream.

23. Who do you talked to on the phone last night?
No one.

24. Is something bugging you right now?
Yea.. *sigh*

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
Ermm.. I dont know. I laugh at myself all the time.. hahaha!

26. Do you like yourself?
I dont like myself. I LOVE MYSELF!

27. You want $5 or $10?
hhmmm..can i have both for that matter?

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
Sometimes? I'm stupid all the time. haha.

29. Who is your best best best friend?
JESUS (:

30. What will you do if you like that boy?
Think about him?

31. Who are your favourite stars?
What kind of stars? ermm..?? so tough la this question.

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some way?
Erm,SOMETIMES..yea! not hate la..just dislike. BUT still i love her.

33. Do you even stead before?
Hhhmm..dont know? :\

34. What type of boy do you like?
MUST love god and of course a christian with strong faith and still loving god. Able to communicate with me. Love me for who i am and must love me more than himself. Pamper me like gilar! Sweet, caring, always be there to catch my attention and be there when i need him all the time. Smarter than me, think of his future. Tall but not that tall. Fashionable.. Good in music and sports too. very patient and gentle-man. kind and helpful.100% perfect man!! haha..

35. Now are you single / attached?
haha. attach? nope..im single!

Pass this tag to 10 people!

1 michelle tan
2 darren here
3 annabelle
4 jasmine
5 kerby
6 michael loon
7 erin
8 lee en
9 michael lee
10 mun shan

1. Would you date number 5?
kerby? haha..no!

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
Darren - tell him how much i appreciate his friendship. and he'll be all alright (:

3. You see number 9 with your boyfriend / girlfriend. what will you do?
Michael lee - Join them

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
Jasmine lim - Do the same to her room.

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
o.O i'll be like, michelle WAKE UP!

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decided to give 10 a haircut.
Annabelle and lee en giving Mun shan a haircut? shave it till is bald! muahaha :D

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him / her and ask you to go to a concert.
Erin - Just follow.

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
Mun Shan - Nope,im not following.

9. Number 4 have to move to the other side of the world.
Jasmine - oh ok, bye bye! xD

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
Lee en - then why run??

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
Kerby - I'm ready to go!

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
Michael Lee - we probably look into each other eyes and then i'll tell him about christ and pray for him (: then i'll sleep coz' i always sleep in the car. haha

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he / she cant sleep.
Michael Loon - we dont talk!

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
Michael Loon - I'll claim that i dont know him and all. And make sure the police looks into this matter. muahahah

15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him / her why and it seems their boyfriend / girlfriend has dumped them
Michelle - I'll just let her cry over my shoulder and be there until she's all good to go.

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame
Darren - I grab him along and run out of the house.

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
Jasmine - Slam the door and tell her to bring it away. haha.

18. Number 4 just got you an X-box.
Jasmine - Thank her and then give it to my brother and claims that I bought it for him.

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
Michael lee - Just play along.

20. Number 1 thinks he / she is overweight.
Michelle - NONSENSE!?

21. Number 7 looks lonely.
Erin - i'll teman her until she no need me.

22. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her / him alone.
Darren - Just give him a pat then walk away.

23. Numbers 5 and 3 decided to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
Karby, Annabelle - Why not try others colour? *grins*

24. Number 2 tells you he / she is going to go out for awhile, and then later you hear a shooting where number 2 went.
Darren - I straightaway run out and look for him without second thought and make sure he is alright.

25. You catch number 9 by himself / herself crying.
Michael lee - Go next to him, and let him cry on me. Till he wants to tell me why and when he is alright..i'll still be by his side and make sure he is really alright!

26. Number 1, 3, 5 and 6 all tackle you at once!
Michelle, Annabelle, Kerby, Michael loon - RUN!!

Another week. It comes and goes just like that.

2009-06-14T22:13:00.007+08:00

Well, school is re-open tomorrow. And i'm still in a HOLIDAY MOOD. Mummy just got home today. And i guess,i'm starting to have to be more discipline in everything i do. And Mabel is leaving, is way hard for me la. So many things happening.."THINGS" sigh :( Anyway,

BLESSED 14th BIRTHDAY, KERBY

Keep that fire for GOD. Serve him well and hold on to him no matter what ok? (: Keep it up as a testimony and glorify GOD's name ya. You have the potential and keep that fire in you. GOD BLESS.

BLESSED 21st BIRTHDAY, ANNABELLE

Is abit too early wishing belle, anyway (: here you go! Thanks for being a blessing to me, and care for me when i was new to youth. Though we not CLOSE but you're a really great young woman of GOD. May god continue to shine your way. love!

OK, on saturday. We had a short farewell in youth for mabel. Birthday party at belle's place after youth. Yup,it was fun. At least i had. Food was great, everyone had tonnes of fun. JOKES. MAFIA. TABOO. FOOD. BADMINTON.

And i also got my birthday present from MABEL :) i was really happy and i lovee it! But this time is not because is HSM3 instead is the "essay" she wrote. It was touching and well i cried.and well i must let her go right for her future :) yup!

Goodnight.

WHAT'S THE PROBLEM NOW??

2009-06-11T16:37:00.002+08:00

Argh! the stupid printer will never work for once. Going to break down anytime.. I felt the tiredness and the weary in me.
Stupid printer. WORK FOR ONCE!! I'm going to kill you,i tell you!! stupid printer. argh!!
I just don't understand. why my brother always scold me. I'm older than me and i have the rights any dont i have to respect in everyone around me. I didn't do wrong. Im phreakingg piss at my brither's attitude. I've tried to not let it out..i reallt try to change but i cant take it anymore. I'm the cause to everything around me. BAD. BAD. BAD. Useless crap i am. IDIOT i call myself. USELESS i claim myself as. WORTHLESS is the fact that i am as a living thing. I'm done with my life!!

scream

2009-06-11T06:06:00.002+08:00

SHOCKING

Is already 6.10am and still i'm using the computer. *yawn* My Gosh.. BUT look at the bright side and the good thing of not sleeping (: although my dad's snoring might be scary and the sound of my computer is so irritating and i scare that it might disturb my brother anf father's night, but i guess is worth SACRIFICING my sleep for someone i care and look up to alot. FINALLY i'm done with the pictures..is ready to print (: but maybe later, cause if i print now.. GILA! The whole world will be awake, super noisy when i print. *yawn* yay! done.. Is all for you,jie :D *hugss*

hurry up!

2009-06-11T03:05:00.002+08:00

yea..HURRY UP! sigh.. i wanted to make mabel a booklet with pictures and nice caption + bible verse. But so worried that i cannot finish it. I also haven't start anything. Gonna break down..and so worry now. The super internet giving me a problem..and i have to edit and make sure all the pictures i need for the booklet will be NICE. And i wanted to present to her by this saturday..since sunday i wont be around. sigh :( The microsoft word also giving me a problem and the picasa also. What's wrong now?? ARGH!! but i guess..i'll have to be patience,and is for MABEL. so is alright. *deep breath* felt like my head is gonna burst!! but nevermind la.. I want this to be 100% perfect (: and i actually have a video for her,to tell her how i feel. but stupid lar,our computer cannot burn the video into a disc. NOW headache feel like crashing everything! *deep breath* *count 1.2.3.4.5* is all for mabel,is all for mabel,is all for mabel! (: ok,i better not relax now. my gosh is 3something,been sleeping really late. nevermind..i go now ok? continue my work. hehe. *deep breath*

super hard core i am.

2009-06-10T03:32:00.003+08:00

Been sleeping really late, lately. crazyy man. like 4 something i'll be in bed and i'll be awake on the afternoon. Guess my holiday is treating me quite well i guess. Im just busyy with "someething"- making something for mabel * ssshhhh * ( she seldom come online so can bocor abit ). deadline super near. Just blog to relax.. Hhhmm.was wondering when will mabel bring me out? well,i guess she wont la. so why think abt? (: she must be really busy since she's leaving and her friends and her love ones will be wanting to go out with her. Her schedule sure FULL and burst already. So i don't mind at all :D

Recently lots of things is up..and i felt like giving up. and i guess i just dont have the strength. I suddenly had this image of me being treated like a begger, and ABANDONED. sigh.. the feeling just come back again. Ok la,i better get back to work. GOD I REALLY NEED YOU!

bloggie,im not happy :( what should i do?

Can I stop living?

2009-06-09T18:19:00.002+08:00

I always wanted to leave this world im staying right now. Im really weak at all times. I looked to god,and i know some one is there for me.. But i just felt really weak. For a while i was happy, for a while i felt like dying. GOD TAKE ME AWAY!! Please.. What's the point of me living happily?? why do i ever have to care for myself?? why not you take away? drown me in a pool, car accident, cancer, got shot by guns, far from some where.. I really had enough!! When im in a state of happy, suddenly something will pull me down.. and why am i experiencing struggles like this at my age when i see ppl around me living happily but y not me? How i which life is like a remote control, i can just call it a STOP for it. and off it. I really wish im at heaven. I dont want to make a fool of myself in this cruel world im living in. I WANT TO CALL IT A STOP! I guess when im gone, people around me will be really happy and feel really relief. Im really not as strong as everyone think i am, been crying myself to sleep for the past few days and i really had enough of this nonsense. I just felt the pain under my nerves to have stay in this world..i tried getting myself into this,but i guess my guts was just to little. I know god will be mad and i dont want him to not take to heaven.. i really want to see him in heaven and live happily ever after with him up there. i have no purpose in life. i have no reason of having people to love and care for me. ALL I WAS KNOWN FOR was just being hyper and laugh and screamm and my loudness..im just being a clown to everyone! taht's what some one use to tell me..and im making a fool out myself. IM SO STUPID!!!

GOD PLEASE TAKE ME AWAY!!

is 9 - june -2009!!!

2009-06-09T03:02:00.005+08:00

BLESSED 19TH BIRTHDAY

KATRINA YEOH SU YEN

Jie jie (: thanks for being there for me. And you know what im always here for you. Even if is 6am in the morning i will still wake up and give you the best hug and comfort you need. All i want was you to be happy..and mei will be very sad if you are sad and hurt ): no matter what,jie must remember that you got me and GOD and kor too. May god bless you..and have work in you. And most importantly, i want to apologize if i had hurt you and make you cry. Please forgive me for my wrong-doings. LOVE YOU ALWAYS! *hugss* god bless. May your 19th birthday be a BLAST. BLESSED BIRTHDAY,once again. -nicole mei-

How's birthday ar?

2009-06-08T22:04:00.043+08:00

On a saturday morning, my birthday-eve (: I wasn't feeling it as my birthday..sigh. When i opened my eye, i thought that i was late for youth.haha.. so, i quickly check my phone to make sure im not. *pheww* still early. Did bit of the hse chores since i'll be out for the day and mummy not at home so i'll have to make sure home will always be spark and span. Was rushing to church..and thought that everyone will be really good and study.. GILA!! When i got down the car, all i see was a bunch of monkeys gathering around and playin bball IN church some more.haha. then dont know who started wishing me happy birthday.haha (: *sweet* then i saw katrina makan-ning (: sub-way..yumm! Eventually i went for prayer,and kindof broke down when i at altar..hearing god's comfort and his gentle touch on me. I want to knee, but i was bit afraid. Thank god i felt better after crying.. WORSHIP and PRAISE started..jon was the service manager ( i think this is what they call it as, right?? ) and i was sitting back. I was told to fill up the seats in front..so i was at the second row.and mabel just came and she said, " Hi, nicole. " and came and sit with me. Since i was alone (: There's some adults sitting at the back since we got guest speaker - brian thomas. The topic was deep and i had a really hard time coping with what he said. I was sitting next to jamie and we had a crazyy time, giggling and whispering to each other (: is really fun sitting next to her. she went wildd and really HIGH after i gave her chewing-gum! yikess..

ok,here comes the good part (: after service..eric messaged me and asked me not to leave because he got something for me. ( hmmm.. ) I knew that sophie must have pass him my birthday present to me. And i tell you,it was indeed sweet of her ;") This is the present i received from sophie (: super cute and i love it!!

butterfly. colourful. love.

(: then, i went and crashed wei chin's choir group. haha.nola, just kiddin. After practice they got group photo. so,i went and play the paino.hehe.. then suddenly the whole group of them startbsinging " happy birthday! " so i was blur and dumb enough and was thinking who's birthday?? then when all eyes was on me, then i knew something was happening.haha. I didn't suspect anything at all..haha. florence came with a secret recipe cake..yumm! and it was wei chin's idea..haha. so sweet of her!! *thank you,jie* we end with a prayer and joy filled my stomach and a smile hanging on my face (: jon yee,got me a notebook and a mood-necklace.awww!

Then,after that. cheah,kat and I headed to the curve for dinner. guess where we went for dinner?? - BUBBA GUMP. haha.. ( thank god we didnt celebrate my birthday and kat's birthday. pheww! ) And dinner was RM 179.85. I wanted to pay RM 20 but cheah dont allow,so i pay for the 85cent (: we went shopping instead, he asked kat to buy whatever she wants and he will pay for it (: so sweet of him. Then our last stop was - BASKIN ROBBINS. I got myself rum raisins and a lowfat yogurt ice cream-pririls something-something. And total is RM 44.10. This time i was late for taking out my wallet,kat paid 10cent, cheah dun allow us pay. he want to belanja us.. He got me the MOST expensive birthday present ;") *thank u,kor* *thank u,jie* LOVE YOU BOTH LIKE CRAZYY!

FOOD!! shrimp!!

ordering food.

sweeet.

innocent me. as refered my ms.katrina.

lemon-ups. There's light under the cup. :0

eh?? MY DRINK!!

sunshine (8

my beloved brother (:

BASKIN ROBBINS.

ONE for me.

ONE for him.

ONE for her.

[I want to Zzz..] [Eww.my ice cream sour!!]

Aww..

I felt like a lamp-post.

My curfew was before 11.30pm. So i managed to get home by 11.30pm (: or before it. I was really excited for my birthday..hehe. I show off my presents, then wei chin's cake, told my dad abt dinner and everything. Then i went up and get ready for shower. Was messagging cheah, kat, cheryl (: then suddenly when i was getting ready for shower..*phone vibrating* it was MABEL WONG :D of course i pick up and i was curious why she call..haha. she's like.cannot meh?? haha.thn she asked me what am i doing i say i want bath..so u knw not free to talk. then i told her i'll miss call her when im done. " give me 5 minutes! " btw,her wedding dinner also just finished and she's getting ready for bed..with her stomach full with all the food she ate. After my bath, i went to the study room on the computer and start facebooking and blogging, then i miss call her (: and obviously she called me back, when i pick up the phone, this was what i hear : " HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! oh.is still early.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! coz.im sleepy.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICOLE! and grandma..( i think this is what she said coz i was overjoyed ) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! ( i cant hear her at all coz i was laughing!! ) but..i was so touched :') and i felt tears swelling under my eyes..feelin really happy. and she prayed for me. Even the prayer she said for me was super sweet and touching.. *sniff* I wonder what lesson i have taught her? hhmmm..but am blessed (: before we hang up,she asked me' " am i the first? " "erm..not really! " " NO! i want to be the first! " " okok,u're the FIRST " I felt the importance of her in my life (: haha. *thank u,jie! love you..* I actually asked her whether want go out for dinner (: hehe..after the surprise farewell. " oh jie,i might be leaving service early. " "oh..why?" " im going out for lunch with some one. " haha.so then she wont be able to suspect something..hehe (: smart eh?? So,after that..i went down to the living room..( my dad and brother watching spiderman2 ) so i went and kacau them by shouting out loud : " who's 15 alrd?? " Then you know what respond i get?? DAD : Eh..dont disturb. I want to watch spiderman. PIN : Aiyah!! You shut up la!!? sigh..that's so hurt. But then my dad say, " ok, i got something want to tell you. freeze the movie first. ( freeze?? is pause la daddy..hahaha ) then i went and pause it myself. Guess what my dad said?? Instead of wishing me and all. He tolda me this : " your jie ( mabel ) planning to give you a surprise tomorrow. she messaged me just now. I dont know how to reply. How? tomorrow you got surprise for her then she got surprise for you. what should i do? " So potong stem right?? but i was happy (: and real shocked!! So then might as well i'll put on a show and pretend i dont know anything and just go with the flow. I slept @ 3something..whoos! set my alarm and waited for next day to come.

When i opened my eyes the next day, i thought i was late for service. rush like mad and when i woke up..it was only 9.26am. haha..but then i was too excited to have sleep back so might as well get ready. But still, im late for service.haha..reached there at 10.35am.. After worship,some one pat me from the back and it was sarah..haha. she wish me happy bday ;D and then seken during the service msg me n wish me, and he just sitting behind me. (: Then,i left starightaway after communion. Darren H came and pick me and michelle up to wei chin's place. We was the first and followed by karl and kenny. Wei chin's parents very nice..hehe. We set up..and i was so so excited and at the same time paranoid cause' so long also no people come ): then lee en came,tab and others.. Brian did managed to drag mabel while waiting for few of them to come. We waited until 1.30 something..then suddenly we got a phone called from brian. ( he called wei chin's phone - SEE, this is the excuse for bringin her here.. brian come and collect something from wei chin and we just surprise her when they arrived ) haha..Then we all started to hide the food on the table,chairs,our bags, EVERYTHING!! and i was bear foot and i forgot to bring my shoe along..but i didnt care much. Then some went and hide in the toilet,thn in a ping-pong room,then some upstairs..then wei chin brought them upstairs and we got her hand signal wrong..we thought she ask us to stay,but then she missed call me, and i came running out of the room and mislead the others..then some was blur and some just followed me running out of the room. then we ran up the stairs and wei chin,brian and mabel was about to come down, i was up the stairs half-way and mabel saw me then before she can open her mouth. i shouted , " SURPRISE!! " then karl from upstairs " SURPRISE! " then followed by others (; she was shocked and happy (: and the snile on her face had already fill joy in my stomach and a really wide smile hanging on my face..seeing her so happy, i said to myself. " It was one the BEST birthday gift ever. " Then karl told her it was my plan, " hey mabel, nicole plan all this. " haha..karl and his big mouth! then she was like " But it is your birthday? " and gave me a BIG hug. sweet it is (: we start with a word of prayer and then maken time! ( jon fav moment.. ) most of them played mafia.and then mabel pulled me in.being a mafia dummie..i got myself in an embarassment moment for twice. the First time was that i was a killer. but then Ben toh asked mafia to wake up and i was unsure.so i asked ruth and she said yes, then i raise up my hand and shouted' " here! here! " then the second time straight, i got a blank paper.so i asked mabel what's it.and she was playing..haha. So i might as well get myself out. In the middle of the party, got another surprise. This time for karl,kat and me. They got cake and three candles..i got the smallest one! haha..instead of blowing my candle i accidentally blew karl's and kat's so wei chin have to light it up again. We all had fun, but didn't manage to throw anyone down the pool ): sigh. It turn out smooth and it was a BLAST!! ( but sorry..no pictues )then,some of us packed up..and eventually mabel's farewell is officially over! I followed brian back to church to collect mabel's car..and she drive me home. so i was thinking when will she surprise me. Then the whole journey we had fun..and then when we reached home..i forgot to bring keys and no one was at home ): so i have to follow mabel back home. When we settle down at her house,then she have to walk her dog - suki at desa parkcity. I being the timid me,when comes to dog..or cat! Imagine me sitting in the car with a dog, some more the suki licked me (: hahaha.when she touched me i screamm!! haha.. but on the bright side,i had a bonding time with suki. hehe.. We went with mabel's parents too. so 5 of us ( include suki ) went walking around..and mabel n I also went to a playground there (: hehe..we took crazy picture.. and at dinner,she pandai pandai go tell her parents today my birthday then they actually wanted to buy me cake and mabel want buy me ice-cream since i love it so much..haha. but dinner filled up my tummy. We left the place around 8pm,i think (: then mabel sent me home. Thanks jie for a wonderful bday.. i was still in the car not feeling sleepy then suddenly *poof* i fell asleep. Finally we arrived my house,she hugged me tight and wished me blessed birthday. Coool. BTW,her surprise tak jadi coz i got ways to make her bocor the surprise.lol. Really really thank god for the day..it was awesome. im really happy :D

walk her dog.

She's poo-ing.

Haha. she made chocolate cake.

see, mabel have to collect it (:

*smile*

mabel and her dog.

just chilling.

sexy legs ;)

still chilling.

i love mabel.

we like little girls in playground.

haha (: jazz-square.

it looks like im constipating. ( there's a picture of her doing this,but she dont allow me to show )

mabel's mother snap shot us. *happy moments*

*hugss*

we're trying to FLY, but tak jadi.

haha. no!!! victory goes to mabel wong :(

*grinss*

:p doggy-me

still having sexyy legs.

last shot of the day!

Wow..i took almost 3hrs or more to blog about this,but is worth it for a HAPPY day (: and really thank god. Really blessed by him.

love u bloggie (:

Who's bithday ar?

2009-06-07T01:10:00.005+08:00

4 - JUNE - 2009

*applause* credits or should i say dedication to :

BLESSED 21st BIRTHDAY, MOO MOO ( i mean karl )

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY , ZHOU HAN

sorry that i got this really "cute"? picture from your blog..as a credit for you! (:

5 - JUNE - 2009

Now my warm blessing and greetings to :

BLESSED 14th BIRTHDAY, Brenda (: ( a really sweet girl )

Last but not least (:

duh?? ME la..who else? haha.. *beams*

BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO ME.. yea,im officially 51 (: opss..i mean 15

hope you guys love it ( karl,zhou han,brenda ) thanks guys for everything. god bless..
who's birthday is NEXT? katrina yeoh su yen!!

What a weekend!

2009-05-31T22:46:00.002+08:00

Let's start with saturday. wow..im suppose to be HOMEALONE on the morning. But then my mom was the one to wake me up. adn found out my brother was sick :( i did my housechores and waited for mabel to pick me up at 11.45am. At a sudden,got a message and phone call from her,since she's not playing so she will pick me up at 1something. We reached church around 1something near 2pm. They are having photoshoot for all youths serving for CALVARY YOUTH.. hehe. The worst part,was that i have no idea about the whole treasure hunt..it was a blast. seeing all youths running around bangsar village, stratching their hand and brain-storming. it was indeed a challenging treasure hunt. CHECK OUT MY GANG : ronald, jasmine, ivan yun, some-guy, hannah, adam, cindy, jonathan, kimberly, and more.. my brain kindof shut right now. yikes!! :( after all the running-around,we all sweat like crazy and exhausted. but i can see the smile hanging on eveyone's face :D guess which team won? for CA - mabel's and for CCSM - kor's. and i was feeling unwell felt like vommiting.

I left early,and went sri petaling ( near sophie's place ) for steamboat.. yuummmm! I got a news from my cousin brother, and i felt really useless as a cousin that insant. My cousin leaving to australia for registration, and i kindof dont know what's going on. yikes :"( oh..well, who cares?? my cousin brother only ma..australia only ma. haha.jk! jk! i love my cousins a lot. going to miss him. During dinner, he offered me to stayover his place ( aka my BIG aunt's place ) and wanting to bring me karoake the next day with my aunties. hehe. So was begging my parents to let me sleepover. and woola! my parents allowed..hehe. the night just went on.and is time for bedtime. *yawn*

My aunty woke us up ang brought us to FGA. We passed by CCC, and i told my aunty to come for service when is done (: and she planned to attend calvary church. yay! Was happy to hear abt it. At least now, i am able to expose to another church. I kindof felt weird, maybe the sudden change of the environment on a sunday morning to a church. but it was a great exposure and experience for me (: At aroung 2something, we changed our mind for going to karaoke instead we went to enjoy NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM II . I give it a 6/10. It wasn't that good as i expected..it didn't really turn out well, but i did enjoy some part. We went 101 mall actually, so imagine the crowd.. Then at night, my parents came pick me up and they spring me a surprise (: they bought me my favourite la-manila cake (: so sweet my parents ;') since my mom wont be around during my 15th birthday during the school holidays, so she celebrated with me one week earlier. thanks mummy, 15 years ago..you was the one who brought me to this wonderful world and get to call you mummy! daddy! and brought to the lord. i really thank you for everything. love you!!

Blessed are those who believes in me
WHEN the world is tearing down
WHEN things is getting worst
WHEN there seems to be no hope at all
Blessed are those who still leave up their hands up high to worship me
Abba father, I , will never forsaken you.
JESUS IS COMING REAL SOON!

love you,bloggie

Susan Boyle

2009-05-29T23:16:00.003+08:00

I was overwhelmed by her awesome singing. She was smooth when she always hit the high pitch and i should say that she is a true opera singer (: and the-woman-that-shuts-simon-cowell-up

all comments are positive and acceptable for me. Sometimes. i do feel worried and paranoid for her. For someone her age, presenting herself out there worldwide, and not knowing the impact she made. SUSAN BOYLE you got my support!!

wee, im not exactly a big fan of britian's got talent until this week (: on a random night, ( exam week ) i went down to "check" what's on the tv, well actually i sneaked down since the tv is on and no one is watching. It was showing TVBS news.. ( wow,nicole actually interested in news.lol ) and..of course..it was showing the performance of susan boyle during her semi-finals. amazing i tell you, AMAZING!

then just now i checked out youtube.. and you should see the standing ovation she received from the big crowd. the cheering and claps..was the BIGGEST encourgement for her during the performance. And i bet cat caught simon's tongue, and he must thinking that she is wet behind ears for his first impression towards her apperances. DO NOT JUDGE THE BOOK BY IT'S COVER! :D SUSAN BOYLE - BRING GLORIES FOR WOMAN!

" I know what ther were thinking, but why should it matter as long as i can sing? It's not a beauty contest " - Susan Boyle

love you,bloggie

JESUS

2009-05-19T09:12:00.004+08:00

Im taking this time to blog about JESUS (: haha.I was thinking of looking nice pictures and quotes..but one problem is that im scare of those pictures..like erm the real-living-type. Im just having this great phobia..but in my mind JESUS still looks handsome ;) haha.

JESUS is hope.

JESUS is my life.

When i was feeling really abandoned,HE was there for me. Giving the best encouragement and comfort.

JESUS's hugs was the cure to my sickness, was the strength to my weekness.

HE was the one i can talk to and not to worry that HE will be there to condemn me and judge my wrong-doings.

JESUS still sacrifice me when i have sin.

JESUS still guide and lead me eventhough i have lead to a wrong way.

Still there's a U-turn for me (:

JESUS ROCKS!!

JESUS dies for a REASON,

JESUS rose for a REASON.

I knw why, do you??

" For god so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. " ( John 3 : 16 )

love you, dear blog

Me and my hard core-ness

2009-05-19T01:26:00.002+08:00

Is 1.30am..and still im on the computer! my gosh.. *yaawn* my parents was "flexible" enough.they allowed me to use the computer until LATE NIGHT.. sigh! :( im so stress now. I have no idea what to do for my sejarah project,since there's a last minute changes.well,I will have to go with the flow.

How's me?
Im good (: still surviving.

There's one more violin lesson with mabel :( sigh.. maybe going dinner with her on the tuesday ( she wont be around on the monday-so class changed to tuesday ) My mood wasn't really good, knowing that there's one more class with mabel and few more weeks to spent with her. I didn't want to show it. and i TRIED really hard to hide it (: When i was walking her to her car,my heart felt like brusting out and i was controlling my tears from flowing. Well, i did i pretty good job though ;) pro! WE hug each other,but this time i really didnt want to let go..JIE,IS LEAVING ME! But i think i should be proud of her and support her. i know she LOVES me, and i love her lots..

i better get going now *yawn* still not finish my work yet..i feel like giving up! ): but GOD is with me.

My child, My child.

Be strong and courageous.

For I am your god that provides and..

My dear nicole,I LOVE YOU very much.

I will be always there for you.

ALWAYS and FOREVER

love you,my dear blog

Finally my BLOG is renovated.

2009-05-16T01:10:00.003+08:00

I guess "my blog" proud of it's new face (:
Im not so good in the world of blog..but i guess im catching up ;) hehe.

FIRST OF ALL,

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

to all SRI KDU and SRI DASMESH's teachers and staff.

hehe. randomly *weird* o.O

When i was having the idea of changing my blog,i decided to give it a theme too.

What's blogging to me now?

To put all my thoughts in words..and im gonna practice that.

God have been really awesome,and still he is. Im hearing his voice almost every single day,and getting myself into a habit of reading his words (: before i put myself to bed and end the day. And i too start with my blog-on-paper (some people call it a "diary" but i thought i will sound cool with the word) haha.. so,now i got two blogs to handle. i love you,god. very much..i thank you for everything! well,as i was reading his word one night..some verse just POP out and it really shows that god perform miracles in life. This was what he wants to tell me,

" Rejoice in sufferings. Because sufferings produce perserverance.

Perserverance,character. Charater,hope. And hope does not disappoint us.

GOD IS HOPE "

Im truly blessed and really touched for what god had put in my life (: i really love you,my father in heaven.knowing that you save lifes and you will never abandon me whatsoever. and YOU NOT GONNA FAIL ME!

Is 1.30am.. well,i took 4 hrs nap :) but i have to go now. to check on michael lee (: hang on there,buddy. * im always here for you! *

love you,dear blog

I WANT TO CRUSH MY BLOG!!

2009-05-05T09:10:00.003+08:00

sigh :( was so impressed by my friends blog.. i felt like im living at a world without the blogger's lifestyle. sighh... well,i was planning to change "theme" for my blog. which indicates feelings from my heart and i want my blog to be near my heart :)

althought i felt like i have not the talent to actually make my blog look cool,but is still ME :0
haha..

BTW,happy birthday MABEL jie :D
you're officially 22..be a good girl ya? haha..
i did manage to finish her bday card on time..time passes really FAST ( * zoooommm... * ) and i was panic-ing on sunday midnight... at last i DID finish the card :) it looks awesomely sweet..hehe :) no matter how late i sleep i still think is worth it..feel so bad din get her any present.. but she LIKES it alot so im fine with that then..
went dinner on her bday eve at curve's bubba-gump :D they make her stand on the chair and shake her bootty :) brian took a video of it though WITH mabel's camera..i was indeed a fun night-out...or celebration!! *hearts* her.

pictures is with her,will get from her and show you guys!

ICT class now! yikes..class is over :( see you..

:)

2009-04-14T09:13:00.002+08:00

Im in class now..just curi curi go on blog! wow..i havent been updating my blog..

dear blog,sorry for leaving you a side..is just that im really busy and my computer got virus.. but i'll always love you!!

If i got THE TIME! i'll blog abouth the trip to europe ok? :) give me time ya..

EASTER STORY:HE IS ALIVE is officially over and it was indeed a BLAST..
evrything was LIVE! (For Your Info) i was proud of them..hopefully god too! i wasnt really glad about the number of people attenddin it (maybe) due to what "happened"! and god must be really angry..sigh :( i was proud at ps too ( his speech ) i hope this matter will end asap!! *childish adults* i was angry and im not gonna let this effect me..praying that this will END now!!!

finally i get to meet up with sophie..was hugging each other so tight! n kiss kiss ;) i LOVE her like lots lots..since im a hotlink user can msg her often.. we went lunch together after service at stadium..we was laughing non stop the whole time..i miss her so much now! havent see her for more than 3months..or more :( we took crazy pics.. mabel was with us too. yay! n the best thing is im sitting in the middle..i feel so blessed. coz my MOST IMPORTANT people sitting with me! haha. as i was putting my arms around them thn sophoe asked me wat abt wei chin? where will she be seated then ( she's not with us ) ...wei chin can sit on my lap!! :D lol

i'll talk about it more la..
my teacher now checking on us..we suppose to be doing work! ciao peeps.

pictures on th way

HOUSE PARTEEEE....

2009-01-12T22:41:00.003+08:00

24-december-2008

CHRISTMAS eve

My mom...decided to held a party a my house and i get to invite friends! i know is HARD...cause is like i call so many CA's.....all cant turn up! :( only wei chin jie,florence,michelle and kane. but not bad la at least! :) we had fun..and during the finale,mabel jie drop by ( coooolll ) ...me and michelle took tonnes of crazy pictures while we are waiting for my VVIP..

im crazyyy

we were too engrossed with MISS universe *wei chin jie's long-lost schoolmates was the representative of our malaysia*

*mui-jie-shell*

michelle......

i look erm...BLUR?

Daniel ang's farewell

2008-12-28T22:12:00.003+08:00

*random,but CUTE*

*let's jump*

*sombong gilarr...*

the THREE generation.

*love love love love my grand-niece*

22nd december 2008

It was ang ang's farewell PARTYYYY! His leaving to s'pore..(sad,huh?) we gathered at GSC while we wait for others :) we didn't eat breakfast though,since the "genius" daniel ang booked 11am's show...some-more we watching WILDCHILD! haha.. The show was OK larr! haha..when to J'co...and then went for christmas shopping with jon yee n hansel! :) :) hehe.

Dear daniel,i have to say..thanks for being a blessing! AT times feel like bashing you up..but u're always my best bud :) really thank you for everything! seriously,im gonna miss you..will be praying for you evryday! and remember GOD is with you througout your hards time..his there to carry you,and i hope you still remember what i teached during camp! take care.

Im back from YOUTH CAMP!

2008-12-19T17:55:00.015+08:00

i can tell you is AWESOME! :) i seriously experience god's presence and purpose for me being there..ok..well,im gonna blog from HEAD to TOE! annoying,huh?

ok,lets start of with DAY 1

I reached church around 9.20am something, along with my neighbour..jon yee was looking for me thought and well he being GENEROUS enough that he offered to take my HUGE lagguage according to the bus im taking to PD..then went in to sanctuary for briefing! :)SAW sophie went up to her and talk to her..long talk wei! 1st abt " what she wanna tell me " then i talk to her abt my problems.Sophie reminded me of what's my purpose for coming to youth camp..she just told me that " nicole,seek GOD! " i'll always remember it..*crying like mad* that time when i pour out my problems ( which i was want-ing to tell wei chin n mabel about it )..breifing started while we were half0way talking..no choice,so we have to STOP the conversation! while was walking back to my seat. sister pam "pop" up ( lol ;D ) and told me about " MORNING DEVOTION " which i have no idea about,cause i wasnt in church on saturday! anyway,she say im pair-ing up with mabel ( yahoo!! ) BUT mabel wont be aaound,so ben ong have to help me out! haha..guess what,im the leader and mabel is the assistant..no way,i think they mix up!!! but i guess NOT..i'll take itas a learning process then but im bit scare and nervous.. then adrian brief us then he announce all CST,CG n LG leader,MUSICIAN..etc etc..of course my name got call out..hahaha! :) and the im sitting with wei chin in the same bus,cool..our bus leader was KARL ( oh nooooo,why? ) and JAMIE..me and wei chin camwhore with her camera! :) and then i started off with conversation..started pouring ( what's wrong with me?? ) i guess things is getting hard and heavy for me! Then,she was there to comfort me to open her arms wide enough so i can throw myself and fit my FAT body in it..we talk n talk until im got BETTER! :) alex quey got in a SERIOUS "debate" with the girls in the bus..the title is ( vaneesa hudgens VS brittney spears ) of course i side alex since he supported 'V' and the WHOLE bus ( the WHOLE,i mean evryone accept me and alex ) dislike HSM..sad for us! haha..the bus was covered with my voice..haha! we reached PD at last..we checked in went for lunch briefing then put our bags rest then session starts..oh btw,our MC for the rest of the camp was BEN ong and WEI CHIN. pastor jeremy was awesomee though,his HOT la..but his married! ooooooooohhhh... we played this game " If anyone ( a statement ) sits down " example: IF ANYONE LOVES HSM SIT DOWN..he played with us...i got really piss-off when he say " if anyone here..HATES ( pause ) high school musical sits down! " omg..ALL of them sits downs and shouted 'boooooo'...( booooo ur head ah ) then cheah came up to me and say.."see,evry1 sit down" :(

ALTAR CALL*STAND FOR GOD* i went out and crying real hard..BTW,everyone thinks im HIGH during cmp it seems like im drunk.

DAY2devotion..games.. ( the life game ) YAY..mabel arrived early! hhhmmm..fun fun fun fun! at night,talked to mabel

DAY3devotion..games all along...

fun fun fun fun..

altar call..nite,bed spoiled.. LOST VOICE

DAY4back-ache n neck paining!

fun fun fun..sad sad sad..

testimony!! :)only limited for only 4 campers..kimberly was 1st then follow by jon alphonso ( i assume that my spelling is wrong )after that adrian asked 'who's next?' 1st i didnt want to coz i was afraid like talking in front of like 260over campers HUGE CROWD wei..but GOD was the one who brought me up! and im happy that i made the decision to go up..i can choose to say NO but i say YES,indeed..and i never regret going up coz i think i want to share it..after finishing my testimony..i took like 4mins.or 3mins..hhmm..end my testi with "praise got" and walk back to my seat..mabel came and gave me a hug! i think it GOD's hug..hahaha! im feeling awesome..especially with my sexy voice! ;) ( boss says so ) hehe.. i got complimented by rachel gan,she say she almost tear when she heard abt my testimony! hahahahahhahaha..all glories goes to GOD! check out...going back KL..( noooo,why?? ) i want more..

i'll upload ramdom pictures now..will wait for MORE from others! im gonna upload what i got now! :)

look here,cheryl..

THEY playin uno! :) im the first to WIN...

we ARE childish,that's why!
best friend forevr! :D

we love our leg!
i love her,she loves me! :) we take picture..
hahaha ;D

im CRAZY...but i cant help it!

i have no idea..what im doing??

she just finish crying! :"( coz she so touched to have friend like me! ( thank you,thank you )

*cover face*

this is when our bed got problem!!
hansel and michael DID this whole emo thing! i just sit there n do nothing..

he 'stole' my shades....and he trying to be EMO

well...

he try TOO hard...

she want to be IMPRESSED by her baby..mabel preparing for next morning devotion abt authentic christian..im super sick that night!!
SERIOUS,she's not posing..she just dont want take pic!

the flash hurts....that's y my eye open so big! super sensitive to flash,i wonder how can your stand it?

there's more picture..haha! btw,the hotel stinks..

service SUCKS!
food got poison!!
swimming pool dirty like mad..
the water looks like urine
the shower sometimes got HOT water sometimes dont have..if got HOT water,super HOT!
the bed give me a BACKACHE and NECK-PAINING

haha...shower all my problems!! :)

Youth camp is like in few hours!!

2008-12-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

Ohmygosh..is like 23.32om already!! ARGH ARGH ARGH
youth camp is HERE

I dont think i can even put myself in sleep! gosh...
i really cannot imagine what "miracles" will be happening tomorrow until lik what!? THURSDAY!! yahoo..
everyone will definitely have the BEST TIME of their life,agree??
i'll see you guys soon..and i'll be back to post more about the camp :) hopefully,if i still can blog =P

love and miss you guys!
mummy and daddy have fun together! :)

RANDOM pictures took during youth

2008-12-08T23:19:00.010+08:00

06-12-2008

haha..saturday! well,sophie and sifu is back to youth! :) yay!!nothing much to say is just that i took michelle's phone to CAMWORE! cool huh? ;D *during choir some-more* hope wei chin dont mind :P

*potong steam* lar..

oppss..sorry michelle!

i love her,she loves me

*muacks*

*applause!!*

Bonding time with wei chin *jie

2008-12-06T23:02:00.010+08:00

It was awesomee..

we meet up at 3,i guess..well,i came earlier than her so i went and bought tickets for BOLT! (The show is so cool,bolt is so cute n so is RHINO-hamster..) i went like walking for rounds and rounds waiting for wei chin..haha! :) thn after that we meet up show starts at 4.25pm went down walk walk then hungry go eat McD thn went up buy popcorns n thn jz realized that McD is there,laughing all the way,saw wei chin's church friend,say 'hi' thn popcorn thn go in cinema saw wei chin's uni mates..ok,*pause*

wei chin: eh??? hi..

uni-mates: eh..hi wei chin

wei chin: so what ur guys watchin?

uni-mates: *ermm..opps i forgot what show they watching!*

wei chin: ohh..what's that?

uni-mates: *forgot what he said!!*

wei chin:ohhkk..

uni-mates: so what u watchin?

wei chin: BOLT

uni-mates: your sis? ( lookin at me )

wei chin: nola,my friend..

haha.so cool! actually we do look like sisters,coz we like look alike,agree?

went watch movie,saw jamie with her sis..wei chin call her,the funny thing is taht jamie cant find where we sitting no matter how high we left our hands! hahha..

after the movie..shop shop shop,went crazy went i saw HSM mechandise!! hahaha..wei chin did control me,i guess! haha..well,to satisfy myself i got myself a HSM3 file!!

then walk walk..went MPH saw my bro,thn went out n sit down then se-se called! He say he's coming to buy something for KidsCAT's hotel bethelam :)

thn went for dinner ( w/o se se ) at tony roma's..

after that send wei chin home at 23.45pm..haha! :)

I have to say we have lots of fun..n SORRY wei chin jie for any delays n troubles! :(

thanks for asking me out..love you lots! *hearts*

*hearts* you big time..

Madagascar penguin's CHRISTMAS

2008-11-24T16:02:00.003+08:00

Oh My Goodness,the penguins are soo cute! :)

I saw it on nickelodeon so i download it fron youtube! is awesome..
love them like crazyy..

NOAH and the ARK

2008-11-24T15:04:00.003+08:00

Ladies and gentleman! :) well,this is just a SHORT PRESENTATION or PLAY about ' Noah and the ark '
Practically in alpha,we are divided into 2 groups to see who WIN.. BOYS vs. GIRLS of course! and guess who won..hhmmm! *curious?* will tell you later..
I've got the video of the GIRLS only!! ( which hansel send it to me ) NOW..i'll introduce your the cast and judges ( definitely NOT simon,paula and randy ) haha ;D

GIRLS GROUP

Noah : Nicole wong
God : Vanessa tan
Noah's wife , animals that go on board , raven : Cheryl tan
Noah's child , animals that go on borad : Hannah
Noah's child , dove : Claryn ( hope i got her name right )
Narrator : Jasmine

THE JUDGES

- Sis.KAT
- Christine
- Hansel

Ok,guys here comes the video! hope your enjoy it :)
The verse is from Genesis 6-9

GOD command noah to build an ark....and the story continues! enjoy! enjoy!!

I need comfort now!

2008-11-22T22:36:00.002+08:00

Now.. 10.37pm , Saturday , 22-Nov-2008

Im pissing-off big time..
BIG time, i tell!!

I've been starting my YOUTH CAMP-invitation! yup,i am..
You all should know there will be UPs and DOWNs..im ready for it! but giving up to this ' invitation ' is 1st im my TO-DO-LIST! im going mad soon.
This is what happen.i thought of inviting this friend of mine to youth camp! and i did..asked her by SMS-ing her - NO REPLY -
Then i went online and asked ( basically i asked tonnes of people ) her..gave her all the details! waited n waited - NO REPLY - after that, i did my best to continue the conversation ( since i didn't want it to dried up and i LOVE her lots! ) so been ignored!! before i offline,just remind her again ( and few of my friends ) till now still no reply! from yesterday till today!!

im really SAD :"(
Looking forward for it..im gonna burst out in tears soon!!
i mean it..
Honestly,im tearing right now.. feeling RESTLESS,feeling USELESS!

' GOD,please help me to trust on you! And HOPE that you will help me out in

situation like this..BLESS me! teach me what to do. Im surrenderin

this situation,GOD.. Get me out of this! In jesus name i pray,AMEN.. '

YES I AM RELYING ON GOD! :)

Praying for it and my beloved friend,i have there!!

RANDOM MESSAGE

Title: Weirdest siblingS!!

This is what happen! Do you ever come across a pair of SIBLINGS messaging each other even though they live in the SAME house? ( NO? ) well,you are wrong!! you are right now... MY BROTHER and I msg each other..like just now! Basically,he copy what i said.. ( Luckily i msg him for FREE if not i wont be that ' free ' to do such things =p ) so i PRANKED him..i reply him by saying " I LOVE YOU MUAXX " and this is the reply i got " I HATE YOU NAH "

What the!? :) but is really cool doing STUPID stuff like this especially is SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!!

P/S : Why dont you take a shot? you will end up enjoy this process!! GUARANTEE..but there's no WARRANTY for it!! ( too bad )

Title: Evangelism

Haha..nothing much to say about it since we didnt get the chance to interact with them..ONLY putting flyers in their letter box! :) i ahve fun though..SEARCHING for karan's hse! :) and *credits for myself* i found it!! Yay! :) hehehe

That's all..night,guys!

Coach training 2008

2008-11-21T23:35:00.011+08:00

At last i got the FREE time to blog about coach training!
ok,here it goes..

Early morning like 7.30..my phone just cant stop ringing! If 'smart' person like me of course will off the alarm! And i did.. ( opsss ) me and my procrastination in sleeping keeps me late from waking up! oh..crap ' im late for training!!!' so i was thinking since im late so what for i have to wash up and GO..i was STUNT,have no idea what to do! Then something came through my mind " THE fun im gonna have, THE friends i missed ( yes, adelyn hun it includes you! :D ) , THE dedication and commitment i made..i cant dissapoint myself,right? " so then..i drag myself up,pull myself into the bathroom the get the day STARTED!! washed up,dressed up,packed up..and then i reach to the car ( of course my dad have to drive me! duh!? ) and a MILO packet in my hands! There i go... SUDDENLY i changed my mindset to NOT-TO-GO,thats a really BAD idea to mention it in front of my dad,coz he's the one driving me there and his want me to be there..oh well,who cares!? i still need to get the application form for my bro's enter for IAG..

1 hour later... ( or 45 minutes later )

TTDI,here i come!! my heart was beating FAST..

Then bravely i walked it..and wrote my name on the asking tape while my dad waits for the application form that i have to ask it from webby!! When i went in,he was TALKIN ( argh!! ) in front of the crowds..so if you were me,you'll definitely give him a signal teling that you need to talk to HIM!! be being so smart..that webby told ervy1 through the microphone " oh,she wanna talk to me! " my face was red then thinking that " webby,im gonna sliced you UP! "..so i replied " My dad WANTS the form! " he told me where izit...blah blah..i took it...blah blah and give it to my dad...blah blah! and went in :)

i had fun! ( 1st day....)

2nd day...

i started to miss all of them ( especially adelyn hun )

last day of training alwys make me TEARS-IN-HEART!!

i miss all of ya! :)

we took lots of pic.. well before we go,me and adelyn exchanged sovineer! ( mindmaps,name tag and a short love note )

Here are the pictures:

This is ADELYN's name tag and MINE! :) *she so sweet!*

WE at "mamak" ( this is our best pic )

I love youuu,hun!

WE are going crazyyy..

I now present ADELYN's mindmap! :)

Yay! im one of her favourites..

Thats' all folks. see your at next camp! :)

Salvation is here

2008-11-17T22:51:00.003+08:00

i have to say is GREAT !

Isuddenly went on a mood change..(one of these reason)
also someone else..( dont wanna mention abt it ) *heart-paining*

so..

Im doing my best to keep myself busying from getting involved in miserable moments like this.Guess what!? I didn't mananged to..

so..

MSN was one of the best place! :) and i did it
was chatting with BrianC ™ ( randomly he cheered me up ) i have no idea how it happens but -wohoo!- he just did it.. Thanks,brian!
Then here some my sifu,talked to him! advice have been given by him..and that's really GREAT!
Practically,this is what he told me :

" emotions will go up and down,nicole "

" emotions are hard to handle,it's really not easy "

" you got to talk to with GOD,and he will help you to deal with it "

" you are in control of your emotions,so dont let it take control of you "

" GOD is joy!! "

" despite tough times,GOD's joy is still very evident and its our strength "

After telling me all these..my iTunes suddenly played ' Salvation is here '
and honestly,it might be weird to some of ur or some NORMAL..but i believe god is here! :)
*amen* is really great..
GREAT,i tell you!

Dedecating it to :
my SIFU,brianC,some who i talked to...

HAve to rush now..
gotta' MSG mun shan and wish her happy birthday! :)
tmw long long day to go..
Massive coach training @ TTDI from morning to night!
god bless..

Have you guys signed up for YOUTH CAMP?

Easily impressed!!

2008-11-17T21:52:00.003+08:00

Im way impress at otherS blog..
how they designed,their way of expressing..
*impressed! impressed! impressed!*

on the other hand,i feel depressed! :(
welll,what to do.. hehehe! i think mine is still ok..

i love blogging! i do..is just that i still searching and finding the passion! diggin real hard for it..

this is all for this title..carry-on! later ..be right back in few minutes!! producing my blogging mood right now :)

Report card day

2008-11-13T12:56:00.003+08:00

my leg was shiverring before i even get down the car!! :(
totally freak out..
on the second thought,why do i have to worry since i know my result already..but my mom not yet also!! aiyo..
i put up my really cute outfit.. :)
THANK god there's no RED marks! *pheww*
still i praise god for that..

i've lost my mood in bloggin lately..but i'll still continue anyway!
keep BLOGGING tilll the end..

This Is Now...

2008-11-10T22:17:00.004+08:00

guys...

*drum roll*
YOUTH CAMP 2008 is here..
right here,right NOW

This is NOW youth camp 08'
* 15th - 18th DECEMBER 08
*Le Paris Hotel,port dickson

i'll make sure you will change ur mind after this video,HOPEFULLY!

enjoyed it? thats's great..so i'll see u guys around ya? so what are you waiting for..go SIGN UP now! GO! GO! GO! GO!

take care and god bless..

( ephesians 5:14)

SCHOOLS OUT!!!!

2008-11-10T13:06:00.002+08:00

for secondary n primary..most of them are aware in fact ALL of them are! :)

i just cant wait to sit at the couch all day long wif my remote or exercising my hands on keyboard! ( computer keyboard)
im starting out now.though!

hope evry1 enjoy ur SCHOOL HOLIDAYS
p/s " too bad for uni n college n SPM and STPM students..
btw,good lck and all the beat to all for ur coming examz..

my BAD EXPERIENCE of the day!!

2008-11-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

hay,bck to bloggin..
i suddenly lose interest in it though..anyway!

on the 5th of NOV 2008,
wind breeze...
sound of scaryness,nervous-ness........
the day i enter the room...the room,where i start ( thirller music ) ..ARGH!!
weell,dont think it sounds scary!! haha.. *potong steam* is the day im having my GRADE TWO viloin exam is in one world hotel ( yea,after that SHOPPPING!!!!! ) ;) is really scary..
this is what happen la,usually i have tonnes of ENTHUSIASM in me n FULL-CONFIDENCE bt nvr OVER-CONFIDENCE! Thank god,he was there with me throughout the whole process too..and mabel also! n well unfortunately,my mom.... when my name was called-i was like * freak out* my hand just cant stop shaking and sweating,my legs trebling...feel like im gonna fall soon deep deep deep down!! waiting help-lessly outside the guest room ( well,basically..they actually rent/book 2 guest room,ROOM,for this exam...1 waiting room and the another one exam room) mabel was there lar since she's my accompanian! :) then i can here some-one turning the door knob,n here the door opening grandly for me to IN,duh? of course i royally walk in while mabel followed me! the EXAMINER,he say 'hi,good afternoon!' me being so silly and nervous say 'GOOD morning!' in a vry soft voive though ( luckily he din hear me ) thn mabel quickly giv a pat well,not a pat lar!! anyway she quickly corrected me! :) *phew* see,GOD send mabel to me..for a Reason! haha...
Then we started off with our music pieces...this time i cant stop trebling!! :( Things getting worst,i tell you!! Then here we go,with our 1st music piece " BERCUESE " ...this time i screwed up everything. we started off ok,not that good to me though..jz OKAY!!! then i just got LOST in the middle of somewhere..n played something wrong!!! real wrong!!!!! luckily mabel was there to cover up for me! ( and that's what an accompanian suppose to do...right? *grin* ) haha.
it was scary but still i DID NOT stop... *applause* i still carry-on until the end of it!! this is silly..
thn nxt song " Donna Donna " ..mabel was there to CHILL me down!! coz' im like real out-of-control ... evrytthing was OKAY,consider ok la! it was reli bad la..my sight reading was OFF the PACE! n evrything is like BAD-BAD-BAD! but this time i did not royally walk out the room in fact,i walk out with worries n im gonna burst out in tears!! *buhuhuhuhu* but still GOD gave me Peace...n his AWESOMEE! if wasnt for him,i think that im still in a PHREAK-OUT mood now! mabel was out there..waiting for me! n she say is ok...she say i was ok!! OK???? ok??? if i got the chance to rate myself...i'll just give 4/10.
haiz...after that my bro thn blah blah blah blah!! :) his GREAT ..bit KIAUSU now!!
after that,mabel got class,she go off then we go *deng deng deng deng deng deng*

SHOPPING!!!!!

:) i went n PIERCE my ear ( i've nvr pierce my ear b4 ) n is so painFUL!!! tears again gonna burst out.. my ear was RED!!!

now is pain oso!!! :( haiz.. bad decision i made for myself!! me n my BRAIN! haha. my mom bought me a small cute sliver sweater ( half cut ) @t colours n F.O.S a really really short jeans! :) sexy sexy.

haha. long day i've got here..with my RED EAR!!! :) at least,violin exam OVER.. yahoo!!!

still praying for god that i'll get GOOD results!! pray for me...

*love u all

Post Mortem for my studies this yr,2008

2008-11-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

well....
what a post mortem??? hhmmmm...
*analysis

yea..thought so! im cracking my head about this ques..not only as a HOMEWORK fr. mdm CEO is oso good for me to knw about myself!!
weellll...honestly,i din do that well this yr! either it shots up or drop way way down or jz a BABY STEP ( thats' what i caw ) or jz constants! i din knw much abt my own studies..

i just use to have the so-called ' at least i pass ' attitude towards my grades. I think i've made a dumbest mistake.

i think i have to start working on my attitude towards my studies
let's jot this down :

1. ATTITUDE

Lazy can nvr be on the list anymore,but i doubt! still,i'll DO MY BEST..

Give all I got in my studies.Doing revision evry single day without fail

Ask question in class. Even if my classmates laughs at me,WHO CARES!! Ath the end of the
day,is still me who is learning! ( p/s : if u are a part of a classs,bcoming a laughin-stock wont
help u,ppl will still laugh at me..WHAT GOES AROUND,COMES AROUND.. and u are suppose
to help them out!! )

haiz..havent been doing well in evry exam!! i've dissapoint lots of ppl..but most of all,the person hu i've dissapoint is MYSELF!

guys,u knw what last minute study wont help! i;ve learn my lesson! ;(
n im not gonna do it evr again! im serious abt it..
:) GOD is here throughout d whole process,n i knw his helpin me! n his in me..he knws what is right for me!
PRAISE GOD,all glory goes to him!!

im not goona procrastinate ( hope i got the right spelling )
pls..give me some advice too..
PMR is nxt year,n i reli dunwan to waste anytime anymore! :)

love,
NICOLE

am i a destroyer?

2008-11-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

hey....
d last post was nth la! it sounds( i dunno how to discribe)

anyway..CRIED lik mad 2day!! goin thru hard time this whole sucky week,or suld i label it as erm...stupid wk??
relli goin thru hard times..no1 will understand it!!
din wanna bring this up to anyone...but GOD!
his awesomee,i tell u! if wast for him..i dun think i got d peace i wan to hav,n he gav me a MILE wen i actually asked for a INCH!
can u believe it??
his reli Great! tears jz flowin lik a waterfall down my cheekss..cant hold it bck lik i use to k!
right nw..im feelin reli weak n no1 will believe me coz evry1 thinks that im strong!!
i felt lik im a destroyer among this BUNCH of my frenz hu i love n care so much lek any1 k..
this relationship jz involve me...
is alwys!
NICOLE! NICOLE! NICOLE! NICOLE!

i dunwanna be like this..
m i goin ovr d border,as i've asked myself evrytime?
pressure pressue!!!!
im reli tired nw!!

* nicole nicole nicole,
why do u have to make ths decision at this 1st place..c wat trouble have u caused!!
nicole such stupidlity moves u oso k make!! how k u success?
common' GET UP!! WAKE UP!!

GROW UP,nicole! GROW UP!!!! such little girl u are rite now fr ur behaviour!! u deserve no goods n dat serve u right....*

god...plss! guide me n lead me...what've done?? evryday is a NO GOOD day for me to face,n im not ready n god u knw it!! d only thing i k do is complain n cry n not do anythin abt it!!
i alwys wanted to be the CHILD OF GOD u wan me to be..
but im jz a piece of crap.
GOD plss help me! i've place my life upon ur son's name JESUS CHRIST and u..still there's no sign..im reli sick n tired! but GOD i still trust in u...hold on to me n dun evr let me go!! plss..

help me get out of this n not think abt me!! i wanna get my SPARKLES back....
love u lord...more thn any1 anything n evry1...
love u d most!!

what will u do if things dont go well?
pray. and talk WITH god..

DRAW ME CLOSER

I found the place, caught in open arms

When love's embrace mends a broken heart

Here I will stay for all my days

I found the place, caught in open arms

When love's embrace mends a broken heart

Here I will stay for all my days

Draw me closer

I wanna be lik him!

2008-10-20T13:04:00.000+08:00

him...
most ppl think that i'll b refering to ' some-one ' else..
well...
his nt any ordinary friend around me!

his my reli reli close friend
his my KOR KOR ( big brother )
his alwys there for me 24/7
his the best.

while the better bEST BEST! ;)
jz wanna dedicate this POST to him.
to tell him how important he is!!

kor, dun evr think otherwise k? mei is alwys here for you..

haha..
actually v hav ncknames b4 v bcame bro n sis! :)
v're called the BOH BOH - CHEAH CHEAH
haha nice name huh?
thats wat katrine ( kor's Darling aka kor's life ) calll us!
on 21 june 2008,
while v was spendin the whole wed nite..msgin each othr includin kat jie!
thn it jz started haha.
thats so cool...

and now..im bein pampered so badly lik thm..but i lOVE it!
:) still they r quite concern abt me!
and BELIEVE THIS!!
v fought once..actually twice!
but still i love thm alot alot alot...

d 1st time,is errmmm....me HURTING myself!!!
i got scolded by KOR..
he reli cares fr me alot!!!
hehe

anyway go view his blog! :)
lifeimportantmessage.blogspot.com

is reli great..
i reli wanna be lik him!
his lik a LIGHT shining me and guide me.

katrine jie too..
they are awesome..
glad im 2nd place in thm!
hor???

haha

in the name of jesus,
lord thaks for evrythin you hav gave me and bless me wif!
:)
praise and worship u,AMEN!

My Dress...

2008-07-07T12:36:00.000+08:00

It was on my cousin's graduation day @ shangri-la HOTEL (i think i spell wrongly)

ANyway,i din knw wt to wear..sinse my closet is always FULL of nice dinner wear etc..etc..STILL im brain stromin on wht to wear! ARGH!!. then i found THIS (pic above) ..i last wear when i was standard 4 or 5 i think.. (look pic below)

- i Do look cute n funny @ d same time-

it was a fun time back then,v rent a hotel @ kl n went to riltz-calton for christmas celebrtion! :D

anyway.when i arrive at d hotel..was waitin for my relatives n of course the arrival of the BIG STAR of d day..v was exicited! but d thing is dat i stole d spotlight away fr him bcoz of my glamorous dress! *muahaha* ALL EYES r on me though!

i was posing for photographs n v took alot..to remember dis day! :) i jz love dis dress..though sometimes i admit! i look bit out of shape! haha...

i received lots of compliments..haha! i dun wan2 b boastful though!

To all ladies n gentlemn,

THANKS for all d compliments! apperciate lots..god bless

love, NICOLE

god sent me 2 ANGEL..

2007-12-30T17:34:00.000+08:00

hey guys..

dun freak out wen i say angel..it means -PROTECTOR-

god send sum1 dat hav been a great bleesing 2 me..actually i got two!but,lemme talk bout 1..

is actually a SHE!

erm. .

lemme talk bout her..

i think ur guys noe alrd...

hehe..

my 1st angel is actually mabel..

i alwys wanna thank her in a way..like erm. .im not sure! but i pray for her to thank her..=D

seriously,im reli reli bleesed by her wonderful n greatful frenship..

she's actually my violin teacher..but not only dat she's a good fren..

if i got d chance to giv a testi she wuld b d first i wanna thank god for..

she's a good teacher..=) but she's strict sometimes.. not to me..but to my BRO! im lucky!

wow..u dun wan c how she scold.. very very scary! u will wee in ur pants! hahaha.. xP

no la no la..she juz wan her student to b good dats all..

n im one of the vry vry good students of her,i guess! haha =D i hope so!

anywhere, year 2007 hav been a hard year for me! i met lotz of challeges.. i juz cant take it anymore..all dis stuff makes me wanna get away from god n..haiz! but i still trust d lord with all my HEART n all my SOULS! coz he LOVES me..

anywhre, there's no choice so i ask mabel for helpS n prayers..

it turn out well..she rox! she juz alwys there for me wen i need her..

she'll juz say anythin 2make me feel better..i sob! =D

her com-FY hugss n smileS tell evrythin..by makin me feel good she even say- `i love u!' dats sweet of her..

isnt it?

dats y i luv her so so so much!

im reli blessed by her frenship..

n i'll alwys luv her n keep her in my heart..FOREVER..

she leavin quite soon..for her studies altho im gonna miss her like mad n seriously,i dun feel like lettin her go oso! my heart is gonna hurt much..

i cant do anythin..

juz noe dat if she is happy then i'll b vry happy..

dats is all i need to noe..

i cannot bcoz of me (who is not important at all) block her from reachin her GOALS..

it wont WORTH it at all..

i juz noe dat i LOVE her dats it!

im not even:

-a good fren to her..im juz a normal fren
-important to her..(i guess la)

- erm..

anywhre..knowin her hav been a great bleesin!

hey mabel,luv ya alwys! thx 4 bein there for me wen i need U..

u rox!will alwys be there for u no metter..

god bless..

*big big hugss*

haha..XD

dear father god,as i uphold mabel onto ur hand,oh dear

lord! i pray dat u k alwys bless her wherevr she is n

watever she do! as i commit her onto ur hand..dear lord'

i pray dat u k bless her in gettin her scholarship..dear

lord.. giv her wat she asked for oh dear lord.. n let ur name

b praise! halleluia..praise u oh father god.. strengten her in

d name of jesus! luv n praise u lord..

in jesus name i pray,AMEN!

(speak in tongue)

halleluia..praise the lord!

yup-yup-! god is alwys good to me..forever! i love him =D

reli wish mabel k go overseas n study! =)

dat is why i luv her.

.anywhere,i took bout 2 hrs n more to post ..so i'll speak bout my second ANGEL nxt time ya?

>>to be continue...

hehe..

bye guys..

god bless ya!

take care..

*hugss n kisses*

xoxo..

finally im bak 2 blog =D

2007-12-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

hello guys..reli reli sorry! havent been touchin my blog for bout 5 or 4 mths. . finally im bak,ANNABELLE! hahaha..
anywhre,is christmas eve wen im bloggin. .
if hu view my blog: juz wanna wish ur
blessed x'mas. .
god bless ur alwys..

*yeah* is jesus bday. .he rox d most!
let us giv all d glory 2him..
hehe ^^

anywhre,i wanna dedicate dis wonderfulday 2 all my best buddies..

mabel wong
wei chin
mun shan
annabelle.. n more!! lazy 2 write on!

haha..

anywhre,i hav 2 go now..
miss u ALL guys..

muaxx..

take care!

replacement 4 saturday...30-06-07

2007-07-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

this is the photos i taken on saturday 30-06-07

i follow grandma mabel home-her home, after youth...

n this is my 1st time seein her do house-chores,not bad!!!=) KEPP UP THE GOOD WORK GRANDMA....

this is all the photos v taken at her ROOM...

i cant believe my granny look so cute....^^

but the problem is.... MINE IS BETTER THAN HERS...hahaha

>>>>ok,this is bout our heights....tall or short, u'll c it urself...<<<<<<

(a) (b)

so which pic is the REAl 1? the answer is.....(B)

hahaha...=)

but v hav lotz of fun at her house....hehe^_^

hehe...

GTG now...bye!

friday-29th june 07

2007-06-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

this mornin..was bringin a happy mood but was kindna not feelin well...ssshhh...
hehe...ok by the way..i was really excited!! coz my club will b havin a drama...there r 4 groups that hav 2 present their drama-v only got 3 props which are: newsapaper,rafia string n rubber bands...haha...v actually usin 'rubbish' 2 present...OH MY!! hehe..but as a leader i hav 2 make sure my play turn outs well..but thank god it did...haha...i make it a comedian play...most of them enjoy it..haha...thx!! then b4 the section end...v were ducussin 4 another play AGAIN...but this time is different-is from the SPEAKER n TOASTMASTER club...then our 'president' ask 4 volunteer on makin face expression..then most of the primary raise up their lovely hand...but they was expectin secondary students...so my 'oresident' juz took me as a example...HAIZ>..so she was like testin me la..she order me 2 make sad,happy,crazy expression...so i did it all without any fear...then she was like...v should let nicole hav a humour character...haha...so i was like totally lost when she saud that 2 the teachers n the teachers AGREE...OMGosh!! XD so after that i went bak 2 class 2 continue my lesson...
n time passes..
it passes..
n it passes....
FINALLY it stopped at 3.45pm...
i was playin fun wif 1 of fren by hidin her bag...hehe...but 2 bad she found out n went chasin me...haha...as i was havin fun...melinder went runnin towards me like she havent been seein me 4 quite a long time...haha...n i cant stop laughin coz she's wearin glasses...

SRY DARLIN,wont laugh at u any-more,u loook very beautiful n mature in it...haha

when my mum arrived i went into the car, n i re-caw that my GUITAR is in the class...so my mum was like so frustrated n she caw me quicky go get it while she go take another round...

sorry mum...wont do that again,will remember 2 b more RESPONSIBILITY!!

as we were on the way 2 pick my bro from skool,but v was kindna late,so my bro was the only 1 left in skool....haha...he's lonely..haha...then my mum went 2 saloon 2 wash her hair coz she broke her nail n now is half broken n have not..pity my mum...

v came bak bout 7.00pm...first me n my bro play badminton-n i WON...HAHA

then take my bath..after that went chatin around wif wei chin n my boyXD...

told wei chin bout TUE-prayers..n she was so kind n lovely...she comfort me n she ask me if i got anythin i can juz caw her..so sweet of her!! thx lots *kisses*

thx 4 everythin,u really help me lots...haha...tq wei chin!!

then i end up on the comp now...haha..chattin,bloggin, check mail...hehe!!!hav 2 sleep early coz 2morow hav 2 follow my bro 2 selayang stadium cz he havin sports day...then after that im goin 2 church...

ok then...will end here...will blog again...sleep tight guyz...*big hugss*

my best frenz....

2007-06-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

MY BEST FRENZ...i love all of ur...miss ur lots...*muaxx* if i lose ur,is like lossin part of my life... Pls promise me that ur always b there 4 me... thx 4 all ur support...will stay strong!!!

koh mun shan
shannon yu
ng wei chin
jasmine kaur
melinder kaur
anisa sufia
mabel wong-although she's my violin teacher but she's like a fren 2 me
annabelle wong
harkiren kaur
jaggmeet kaur
eugene c. gerard
michelle tan

JUz wanna let ur noe...how much i apperciate ur...miss ur lotz...so dun ever leave me can?haha...luv ur 2...

SORRY..SUM I DUN HAV THIER PIC..BUT WILL TAKE N WILL SHOW UR K?

gtg study now...

luv ya..

muaxx

not much 2day but juz feel like bloggin...

2007-06-27T19:59:00.001+08:00

HIHI...mornin woke up n get ready 4 skool... was kindna exicted 2day coz..cant wait 4 PRAYER... n im gonna present a song 2 my teacher..XD...i gave the lyrics 2 my teacher n she agree with me that v should sing the song..but i told her that im not gonna sing...hehe...kindna SCARE...so i went 2 the respective classes 2 write down the lyrics on the board...when im was writin on the board MELINDER n her classmates came crowded n they were lookin at wat im writin n my wordin..^^..then when they were enjoyin lookin at the board,the bell rang!!! so they hav 2 go 4 PRAYERS...
ok...this part makes me very very dissapointed='( n sad...coz...

let's start at the beginnin after the bell rang...
all christians(4 standrad 6 n above...)gathered around at the class which is only a total of 5 students-included me..
so v started on.. 2 worship songs...first v sang the song that my teacher n us sang last week...then v sang the song that i hav chosen^^...when i was singin i raise my hand up 2 worship god..then every1 stared at me strangly coz i worship god by raisin my hand up...im feel really hurt..coz they give no respect 2 GOD,ME n MY TEACHER...im relly sad..but i noe god will forgive them...^_^...

but 2day our class is very quiet n PEACE coz all the naughty n playful students r not here...coz most of our class KENA sore eye...but im lucky god protected me so that i wont get any sore eye...hehe...half of our class r gone...n finally all teachers can teach us peacefully...hahaha!!!

aftter skool...not much thing 2 do lah...chat around wif JASMINE n MELINDER..then go buy ice-cream...then go comp lab 2 go on9 but the internet..cant work!! totally PISSED!!!
so as the time past...it finally ended at 8pm...this is when my grandmother-no la...is actually my violin teacher...(mabel wong)-my beloved teacher...

sry teacher...im really sry..pls dun kill me...i luv u...luv u...

sry la...pls...dun get angry...im juz callin u 4 fun...PLS..sry...

dun get angry...haha..

but she hav brighten my day...i told her bout this mornin..-bout the PRAYERS...she actually comfort me..thx alot...*muaxx*

so v hav fun durin the classes..haha...by makin jokes...hehe...

then is time 4 THEORY...so i took out a 'nutrimalt' from fridge coz im thirsty..then i ask mabel-teacher...whether she wan 2 drink anot..so she took and hav a taste of it...haha...U SHOULD C HER FACE N EXPRESSION WHEN SHE DRINK IT...

u will laugh until u got a stomach-ache...haha...it is so FUNNY!!!but v hav great fun...

after the theory class end..is my brother's turn 4 violin lesson...then my bro took a look at my science project 4 2morow presentation...n he was laughin at it coz i spell-'steam' 2 'stem'...so my bro n techer was laughin at it...so malu...

n u should c the sentence..which is written like this:

'when we boil some water in a kettle,it becomes STEM.'

is not funny ok?is juz careless mistake,so stop laughin at me...

STOP THAT!!

i noe is funny..haha...ok..then juz continue laughin...
ok..im gonna end here by now...very sleepy...so nitez guys...
*muaxx*
thx lots...bye!!!

juz started...

2007-06-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

hi..welcum 2 my siao-ness blog..wish that u enjoy it...haha...nothin much 2 write 4 my first time...haha...BUT...i really hav 2 thank my best fren oso known as MY HERO-MUN SHAN...coz she kindna help me in this...haha...thx gurl...
ok...let me talk 2day..before skool v have this dicussion bout our play 4 englisk week....so our english teacher chose a topic 4 us which is caw 'the pencil'...n v would like 2 make it a comedian drama play...there's even mixture of star wars..wat the??!!..haha...but nvm...then v started dicussin bout all the characters...then as they discussin i dun really care much la..since mostly im gonna b a very small character...but as i was shoutin on the top of my voice 4 the dicussion...my teacher chosses me as a main character's GRANDFATHER....OMG!!??
i was totally lost...haha...n guess who's my 'wife'..my class monitor who is a 'he'...gosh!!!n his is so skinny...oh my...
though it is ok wif me ...but im performin in front of all SDS's students....this is WORST then losin my money...
but after skool i brought a quite satisfied mood...haha...then saw JASMINE n MELINDER-(my darlins in skool)then told them bout everythin...then MELINDER start takin out her glasses n say that her glasses suits me 4 the play

watch ur mouth..darlin melinder...haha...

n dun ever show me the glasses....

*cant wait 4 the play*....

BY THE WAY ....thx 4 droppin by my blog...luv ya lots....

take care k?